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Tuesday, June 10, 2008

So a thought hit me as i watch the sun slip below the horizon. Who was on my mind? It was Rufi. Yes it's been 5 years and many months since we met. Since then... we've shared many moments that i will treasure for the rest of my life.

I remembered the turmoil that i went through with her. The struggle to keep our long forbidden love alive and away from her past lover. The pain, anguish in the midst of happiness; the gamut of feelings i had endured... was it all worth it?

Were my prayers answered?

yes. =)

As much as i wanna be with her.. i guess it was just not meant to be.. then again..

"dear god.. i love her that much that even if she doesn't end up with me.. it's okay. bring her the happiness she deseveres, again, with or without me."

god was truly listening to my prayers for her 5 years ago..

i am contented. i am stronger now..

i am superman ;
6/10/2008 09:07:00 PM