Friday, November 26, 2004
Finally...i got it right...=) Happy b'day Rufi..*muacks*
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11/26/2004 05:02:00 PM
Saturday, November 13, 2004
aaah! So pretty!!
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11/13/2004 08:05:00 AM
Friday, November 12, 2004
So his journey has begun.The sad little boy...is finally moving. On all fours...he crawls out of the black sheath of depression that he once lay beneath...out into the edge of unchartered terrain. Slowly but surely...he will one day be out in the open bathing in rays of freedom. When will that day come?.What comes ahead of this sad little boy...nobody knows... No one else knows except for The Almighty.
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11/12/2004 03:48:00 PM
MY FRUITCAKE
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11/12/2004 07:09:00 AM
Thursday, November 11, 2004
Another new month...another 11th has come. Another Paw print from Rufi is left for me...
" 11th Nov. a few more days would be my birthday. I hope you still remember me. Can you still recall the words we used to "come" up with? I miss you...i know i still will"
My dear... it's been half a year since i knew you...and for all those 6 months that i has passed by...i've never stopped loving you and i've never stopped missing you. You're always on my mind and i'll never forget you. The memories of me and you...i truly cherish and are definitely unforgettable.
I've seen new moons come and go...but none of that beautiful face of yours...none of your warmth and love i feel.
2004 is about to end soon. A year...i'll never forget. A year...where i finally got to be loved by who i trully want to be with. A year i met you...
2004...my dream year... a dream that i would never have thought would come true...
i haven't forgotten anything about you and yes dear...i know your b'day is coming up, finally...you're gonna be 20. A new year...a new beginning... a new journey that you're about to embark... it starts off with a single step... never fear...for i'll be there for you each step you take...> hugs < i love you rufi...
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11/11/2004 05:39:00 AM
Monday, November 08, 2004
Syikynn Editted ( man...this one looks good! )
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11/08/2004 03:57:00 AM
Zaheed
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11/08/2004 03:56:00 AM
Lina Sabrina
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11/08/2004 03:55:00 AM
Sunday, November 07, 2004
Raehanna
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11/07/2004 03:47:00 AM
Saturday, November 06, 2004
thats syikynn but with short hair. I couldn't draw her pony tail. hahaha!!
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11/06/2004 04:25:00 AM
Friday, November 05, 2004
hahah! i'm above avg!! even though i'm doing the paper in pure blurness and feeling soo tired! i can manage to think quite effectively!
my IQ is 123!!! haha! YAY! GO Faris Go Faris! WEEEE!!!
yeah although my score in the previous test i took was 137...but i guess,being above avg still...it rocks! ahha well nighty!!
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11/05/2004 03:17:00 AM
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11/05/2004 03:09:00 AM
Thursday, November 04, 2004
Hey there...yesterday,the 3rd of November,is a day i shall never forget.A day that shall go down in my history as the worse day of my life until i experiance another day that is worse than this. Actually...this who week is a disaster! I am soo depressed!And i seriously need psychiatric help...The 2nd thing when i do when i get to school is to find a counsellor.anyway...whats my week like?! it's simply, Terrible!
lets start off with yesterday..
Yesterday...it was supposed to be the best day of my life, for me and my buddies...shazni and zul were supposed to go ice skating and have the bset time of our lives! I mean we've been planning to go skating since the last year!! So yeah..finally ..we settled on a day to go.
Anyway...shaz's gf and her friend tagged along...that was fine by me.just so long syuhada has a friend...we can have shaz to ourselves...to me and zul. SO yeah...we met at 12 and went to the arcade...got my money.
THE FIRST HICCUP
Well..it aint actually a hiccup cos i was prepared for this one. i knew that i should bring my 50 bucks that i have at home just in case i can't get the cheque tendered. So yeah...it ain't that bad.
So we went to the arcade..played WORLD COMBAT. Which lasted for about 5 mins and Hahah!! SGT BANANA ROCKS!!!! Thats me...i lasted the longest...thats why i had the highest rank.
After that...so we boarded the train..and went to Jurong! I was sooo excited! so happy that finally i'm going Ice skating! Hahah! So when we reached Jurong...our hopes...as high as the sky... and as excited as a little boy with a new toy.
We went there...and my goodness!! there were soo many ppl!! a third of the rink was reserved for figure skating lessons while the other2 quarters were cramped with ppl!! there were like ...60 ppl there at least in that small rink!!! STill...we weren't dishearted...WE WANT TO GO ICE SKATING!!! i was soo excited to see the ice that i rushed to 2 makciks and pakciks to pay the tickets quickly and i didn't care about how much it cost! as long i get to be on the ice..
2nd Hiccup
So yeah...went to the ticketing booth and when i was about to pay...i asked them if they had Hockey Skates...BUT NOOOOOO!!! THey didnt have it! My jaw dropped i tell you!! then i asked joseph..the guy who worked there and he said..it's only available at Kallang.
So we decided to head off to Kallang...thought the situation would be better there...lesser ppl and there's hockey skates.
So yeah...we headed off to Kallang. The train ride was fun though... playing around with the camera and sleeping.
3rd Hiccup
So we reached Kallang and we were rushing to get there cos we coudn't stand it a minute longer! WE WANT TO GO ICE SKATING!! So yeah...we decided to take a bus there...and when the bus came...i asked the uncle..whether this bus went to the Kallang Leisure Centre where the ice rink was. AND DO YOU KNOW WHAT HE SAID?!?
" Ah Boy ah...that kallang place close already! the whole place shut down...only got a few places open" i was hoping that it was the Ice Rink...but no...the only shops that were left was a BAR down there!
My heart sank even further with his words and i thought my heart couldnt sink further..but i was wrong.it sank so deep that i think it will take me a few months to actually find my heart back again and it'll take a few more months to raise it up.
There...my day ruined... so..we thought of going to either bowling or the theme park... syu's friend tak puasa so it would be easy for her lah...go themepark..need alot of energy.
In the end..we decided to go to bowling. So yeah..decided to go orchard cineleisure to go bowling. SO yeah..went there...the trip boring to the core.
4th hiccup
On the trip there...we took the WRONG BUS!! and ended up at boon Keng!! What the HECK?!?! Angry! Arrgh!!!
5th Hiccup
we went there thinking it wouldn't be so bad..i mean c'mon..bowling's fun. So we went there...ONLY TO FIND OUT THAT THE BOWLING ALLEY CLOSED DOWN!!
aarrrggghh!i can DIE MAN!!! I wanted to break down already when i Mars met up with me. Coincidently..she was at orchard too.. so yeah...thank god she was there to made me a teensy weensy bit happier. Wish i could go off with her...was so sad already. But i wanted to be with my friends as much as she wanted to spend time with erh 3 friends that she hardly meet. Same situation that we're in except that her day was much better than mine.
Anyway..decided to watch a movie..the Doll master Bought the tickets after much frustration. and went to watch the movie.
6th hiccup
THe movie SUCKED!! It was those usual stupd ghost movies that make you irritated...I mean..you could have killed that bloody Doll in just a second BUT NOOOOOOOOOO!!! that girl just HAD to look at the bloody doll and take sooo many deep breathes! By the time she striked the DOll...the doll was magically taken away from her. So the Doll couldn't be killed lah! WHAT THE TOOOOOTT!! STupid movie...lousy sound effects!! AARGGH!! I buka in a cinema IN THE LAST TEN DAYS OF RAMADHAN!!!
damn it! And that was my day...luckily...Farah called me up to say hello...was really glad that she called me up...i was missing 4K ppl anyway. Well i better get going...Training's about to start and here i am...haven't bathe! haven't pack! and it's 4.33 and i'm supposed to meet fahmi at 4.30 BYE!
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11/04/2004 04:34:00 PM
Wednesday, November 03, 2004
Hello all! man it's actually been a long time since i actually said hi to anyone here. Anyway..this month..i'm gonna be quite busy eh ... Syikynn's going away to Malaysia for a MONTH!! - dies- Hari Raya's Coming....and this is the last 10 days of Puasa ALREADY!!!! i wanna CRY!!!! i mean what have i been doing for the last 20 days which whizzed by!?!?
my god... i went terawih...and felt that i've been terawih-ing for only a short while! macam tak cukup!! haiyerr!!! i feel soo sad!! Triple combo this week!! Rufi..life...time...i feeel soo sad! i've not felt this way b4! So sad...
haiyer...i miss Kiki!!
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11/03/2004 02:43:00 AM
Monday, November 01, 2004
Well here i am...digging myself into something...that..i know darn well that i should get out of. These tears that are trickling down your cheeks... they are all self inflicted Faris. Stop living in a memory...and stop planning..stop planning things that you know darn well that isn't going to occur!
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11/01/2004 02:10:00 AM
in the midst of the hustle and bustle of life...the sad little boy sits...still waiting...for his miracle that never seem to come.Still as stubborn as he is...he waits.
He stares down at the floor...a parquet flooring, 10 years of age lay before him only to find a tiny ant... scurrying about. It stumbles upon a grain of sugar 3 times it size. The ant without any hesitation...it tries to carry his prized discovery back to it's fortress but it fails upon try after try. No matter what it did..the grain of sugar didn't moved either an inch or a millimeter.
Naturally Determined, it kept trying and trying....until finally after much of heaving and with no colleagues to help it...it moved on as time isn't a luxury. The last leaf is about to fall...and there's no time to lose. With that knowledge that the little ant has...it moves on continueing it's search for the last remaining bounties that mother nature has to offer.
The sad little boy astounded by this small hint from god...suddenly starts to realise...that time..isn't a luxury to him either...how is he going to survive the future? Food,shelter and clothes...it's never gonna appear right b4 his very self with a flick of a wand! He's got to start thinking...he's got to be brave...but most importantly...he's got to start walking...
You've got to start walking boy...
Start walking...
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11/01/2004 02:00:00 AM
