Wednesday, June 27, 2007
The New batch of cadets just came in for Alpha,Bravo, Echo and Golf like a few days ago and yesterday we had the happy hour for them.
I was in charge of Bravo Platoon 3 and standing in front of 42 men just merely 2 years younger than i am; taking charge and THEY WERE CALLING ME
SIR!!
it was simply orgasmic laa!!
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Tuesday, June 19, 2007
Honestly, i dont have an intro to this entry so.. i guess i'll start with something random...BANANA Hamock Kuih Kratingdaeng!
Now've the intro is done.. lets just get to the gist of things. I've been in an OCC in OCS for 6months now. It's been a journey filled with ups and downs...memories that will never be forgotten.
Like how me and my friends cried together in a room when our platoon was basically going balistic. Also like how me and Jeff went through a whole of shit together in Brunei. Painful but meaningful memories. It really displayed the wonders of the human spirit and shows who your true friends are.
I thank god that Jeff was my partner.
Other than that... i've changed alot; in both my physique and mentally. Changed so much that i don't really know who i really am anymore. Even my close friends agree to that as i quote one of them..
" it's like i don't know you anymore Faris. you're not The-carefree-happy-go-lucky Faris that i used to know." - orion
It's true. I've changed.
Anyway, Time to update you guys a lil on another part of my life.
let me introduce you to.... Clara.
She's been a wonderful and ultimately caring one. I met her during Charlie's Social Night and she was my buddy's date! I can never forget how like out of the blue... she asked me about Cammy. That time, cammy just left me and i was quite affected by it initially but ya know that simple gesture of just being sincerely concerned really made me feel better.
Soon after, i became friends with her thanks to the help of my buddy Chan( her date) and slowly we became close friends( syedah helped me out with this). We became really close friends but that was that.
i guess things could get better than that if i tried hard but because of who i am today, i didn't want to. Instead of going forward... i went the other way.
i guess Thats why i'm writing about this now.
I feel guilty neglecting her. Because of who i am today, i wasn't there when she needed me. I read something in a book and i learned that Man has this instinctive need of being acknowledged and feel important... i being a normal human being have that desire all these while and when i have that one person who made me feel that i was important in her life. I wasn't there to reciprocate the attention that she has given me.
Now things have changed a tad and how i wish i was there for her. how i could just be there to listen to her rant away with a Pint of Haagen Daz Ice Cream in a her hand.
damn.what have i done!!!!!????
Thursday, June 07, 2007
It's been a while since i last blogged about anything in my life. Honestly, i've been lazy thats all. Anyway, got back from Brunei with my JCC badge (wooot~! yeah baby!) and yeah kinda have a skin problem.. a really really bad itch!
Other than that, i have really nothing to update. oh yeah.. one more thing... Girls kinda disgust me these days. and i really like hanging out with mah boys. They're a fun batch of ppl.
ooop gotta fall in!
