There are 10 years in a decade
12 months in a year
4 weeks a month
7 days a week

out of all those...
in the universe,
there can only be
one you.. one Rufi

Only one Rufi that i care for
Only one Rufi that i miss
Only One...
Not more
Not less

i am superman ;
8/28/2004 11:33:00 PM

Helloooo!!! and good morning all!! *yawns!* i'm so tired!!! and i can't go to sleep cos i have to do my peer tuitioning!! Aarggghh!! Not only was the day b4 a sucky one!!! Darn it man... and the the day b4 yesterday too!!! i typed out a bloody long entry and just because of the STUPID Internet Redirected pages...my whole entry Dissappeared!!! AARRGGHH!!

Anyway... yesterday... was my one year "anniversary" with Rufi... CCn Day marks the day when i first saw her. haiz Haiz! told her everything and she was really really surprised! WEll..thought i could see her again...but sadly..i couldn't. i wanted to see her soo badly!!! aarrrgghhh...but according to JaJa reports...she was wearing a pink shirt instead of red and the same ol' denim skirt.

Dagnamit! i wasted a whole 6 bucks on my Ez link card to go from masjid Alkaff --> City Plaza --> Far east plaza --> TP --> Home
the 2 bloody shops!! ARRGGGHHH!!! they SUck to the CORE!!!

Went to City plaza...they only had a stick... ONE DAMN STICK!!! then went to Far east Plaza... It was closed!!!! ARRGGHh!!! i felt like breaking the shop door man!!! not wanting to steal anything though...but still i just want to try out the stuff!!! thats all!!!

Anyway...went back home taking Bus No. 7. boy brought memories...ALOT!!! my first bus ride with her... and it was the most fun bus ride that i have ever had in my whole entire life!!
she was wearing this font coloured long sleeve shirt and wearing jeans. and the whole time we were playing and having Soo much fun with each other...playing with markers...and highlighters! hahaha! at the end of the journey...there were soo many marks on my hand. But the thing that i can never forget is that...well...
WE slept together on the bus!it was the first time...well...both of us were tired and sleepy. initially...i was just sleeping sitting straight up.....then... all of a sudden...she took my head and rested it on HER shoulder! i was sooo shocked!!! i couldn't sleep after that...instead..i was smelling her and cuddling up....COS IT FELT SOO DAMN GOOD!!!
then i realised that..she was asleep and was tired...so...now it was the other was round. She was on my shoulder and i was cuddling her up and caressing her soft fair skin.
It was a memorable trip.
i shan't forget that trip that i had with her. But yesterday....on the bus..i slept throughout the journey cos i didn't want to cry when i thought of it.

Really... Floorball training sucked!! the Drills are sooo damn bloody Boring and not to mention...a lil ineffective. ok VERY INEFFECTIVE to be precise. I nearly slept during training man! i Felt like going home.. though we played really well...flowing passing and all. But really...It sucked!!!! We were playing with the girls thats why most of our passes got through!!

But haha! Ya know the up side of my day was... JaJa. Man!! did she have a sweet Voice yesterday!!! Yeah thats her baru bangun voice but still...wooot~!! Best sey hearing her talk like that. i disturbed her beauty sleep when i called her. So jahat sey me...but ya know...to end the day with her... it's such a bliss! it was soo nice that i slept soo soundly on the floor!! i don't know how! all of a sudden.. - poof - i didnt even get a chance to say goodbye to her!!! nevermind!! I'm gonna see her later HoHo!!! Yessaarr~!!!!

GREAT SCOOTTTT!!!!! It's already 11.20am!!! I'm late for sch!! Take care ppl!!! I'm off to sch for peer tutoring ...and also.. to see Jaja!!!! *winks* have a fluffy day ya all!! And till next time...this is faris going UP Up AND AWAY!!!!!

i am superman ;
8/28/2004 11:20:00 AM

awww...so sad...

i am superman ;
8/25/2004 10:02:00 PM

i am superman ;
8/25/2004 09:43:00 PM

Hey blog! Yesterday i had another argument with her...well not really argument but just...a little heart to heart talk. I slept with her that yesterday...a day i'll always cherish. Anyway I cried my heart out yesterday...all the pain, the agony as well as anger...were expressed in tears. I cried like never before...i cried like that cos.. i cried about my past...the heat of the moment..and for the Future. i knew that..readers...*looks down* i'll never be able to be with her. My chance was given to me...but i was a few days to late to optimise it. Now here i am...standing before you, heart broken and disoriented.

STill i've got something to smile about. =) >>>> Jaja <<<< Her Smile just makes things soo much brighter to know that at least someone acknowledges my existance in TP or on this earth.
Just now... yeah...was sitting down on a bench... then..suddenly..I SAW A BLUE TUDUNG!! Haha! It was for sure my JaJa! yeah though we can't be seen in public together or something like that...but still...we kinda get to steal glimpses and smiles at each other. Khekhe! Saaaaaayang JaJa!!

Still, scary thoughts of her...getting a boyfriend/husband still haunt me. Im leaning alot on her at the moment and...ya know...i'm scared of Falling...i know that if i fall...i'll fall really hard this time round...and it's gonna be worse than the situation i had with Mars. That was 6 months of being a close friend with her....this one..if it's gonna be years with Jaja, My goodness...if i were to fall...think i'll turn Gay.

* Prays *
Dear Allah, pls bless this friendship and the bond between me and jaja. I pray that i won't ever have to lose her! Ever! and Allah...i hope that i can repay the kindness jaja have showed me and also hope that i can be there for her whenever she needs someone. Amin~!

Anyway... i need to do a speech but ya know...hahha...it's not going anywhere. By the looks of it, i don't think i'll be able to make it.

NO NO!! Cannot CaNNOT!! i can't be like this! I must be strong and believe in myself. Jaja Believes in me...and i'm NOT..ok..wait... NEVER!! (a more challenging task) gonna let her down!! If she believes in me...i should also believe in myself.
For Jaja and for my future...i will strive! well then..take care ppl! i've got HWK to do!! *bows* have a nice day ya all!

i am superman ;
8/23/2004 12:21:00 PM

Hey there bloggy world! Finally i think i'll write down an entry. Been writing and cancelling what i wanted to blog down...dumbass me. Anyway...lets see..what happened ya. oh by the way...i FINALLY GOT TO HEAR RUFI's Voice again! aaah...brings memories...but ya know...something good didnt happen. I kinda argued with her via SMS.

Which brings me to one sad point....Faris...it's over...you can't get her anymore.... >>> BANG<<<.....drops dead.


i don't wanna write anymore...it hurts...Goodnight..sorry ppl.

i am superman ;
8/22/2004 11:16:00 PM

rufi...i miss her as much as i love her and i miss her VERY much

i am superman ;
8/22/2004 01:45:00 AM

Me and KhadiBoon aka Mr Nugget

i am superman ;
8/21/2004 11:44:00 PM

this is Julizza! quite chio eh? i really dig fair chicks khekhe!

i am superman ;
8/21/2004 12:25:00 PM

Hey Everyone...Boy...One thing i LOVE SOOO MUCH about Tuesdays...is because...i get to see Rufi! =) and JaJa too of course =). yay! Double dose! eh wait! i get to meet shaz and Afandi TOo!! hahhah QUADRIPLE Dosage of happiness.
THings maybe looking bad between me and RuFi, but...this sem..i make sure i spend most of my time with her in Public speaking class. This is the only year that i'll EVER get a chance like that. Again...i got to whisper in her ear again. Ya know...i should smell her more.

One thing's for sure that...everytime when i'm with Rufi...my goodness...it's as though my world is perfect again ...as though night and day are combined together at one moment; half of it...the sun shining brightly... birds chirping and sailing the gentle breeze over the same blue Fuchsia coloured ocean( with dolphins frolicking) shared by the other half - A blue moon lighting the dark blue skies...with stars shining brightly while shooting stars streak across the universe. at the same time,i'll imagine myself sitting down on a white sandy beach;it's sand texture smooth as silk, enjoying the sights, sounds and...my time with her.

Thats how my world is whenever she's around.

For Jaja...

My world is peaceful...secure...and simply it's just wonderful. each time when i'm sad...my mind will start imagining,me..being in half of my perfect world - the night half...but with no dolphins. just a calm ocean and stars shining just as brightly, still is perfect to me.
i'll be there...on the white beach sitting quietly...as silver tear drops start to trickle down my cheeks...
Then out of the blue... 2 warm soft arms embrace me from behind... a surge of warmth and security run through me. when i look up...i saw an angel...my guardian angel...Jaja.As i snuggled up...her pair of wings blanketed me. now wrapped lovingly in her arms and wings...my blues were casted away.
Everything seemed to be fine...i feel soo secure. It's as though she was loving and caring me as her Son.
Now the stars and moon shine brightly more than ever!It felt great!better than great!! it's indescribable!

Aah yes...this is how i feel every time when she comforts me. That why Jaja...you're never a mistake... *winks at ya*

AND YES!! Before i forget...i'd like to say a few words to my Jaja.

Jaja...i just want to thank you for being there for me whenever i needed you. Those late nights when i couldn't sleep...you're there to tuck me in and put me to sleep. Not that you're a boring person but its just your presence that makes me feel that i have nothing to worry.
I thought of giving up and not giving my best for my tests after what happened between me and Rufi. I was devastated...but Jaja...your kindness,care and concern that you shower upon me, gave me hope, determination and strength. Thats how i got through my term tests as well as the days that followed For my test not only did i pass all of the subjects..but also getting quite a fair score.I am overwhelmed with gratitude and i'm forever indebted to you for what you've done for me.
You trully deserve this recognition and this deed of yours shall forever live in my mind. Thank you Jaja. =)

Well..i better run along now. Got lots of tut to do and lots of sleep to catch up on. Goodnight folks! :) have a fluffy day ahead!

i am superman ;
8/17/2004 11:17:00 PM

First and Foremost! I SWEAR THAT I'LL NEVER EVER!! SNIFF IN TOBACCO AGAIN!! yeah the minty effect was cool though...BUT AARGH!! GIVING ME A BLOODY HEADACHE! and i'm so high...think i'm going to get a hangover tomorrow. i feel kinda cranky..ok nolah...i think i just miss Rufi...i saw her just now..blew into her ear again. I felt like just kissing her cheek...but yeah..she was in between her friends so i couldn't. anyway aargh...really...my head is swaying from side to side...i feel drunk...i wanna go to bed.. goodnight ppl.

Anyway.. I GOT INTO TP FLOORBALL TEAM!!! yeah man...was expecting soo much. Hope we get to play more..ok i'm getting drunk.... take care!

i am superman ;
8/16/2004 11:23:00 PM

yep...you guys guessed might have guessed that i met her again today in the com lab...aah...when i was about to go home. i went up to her like how she went up to me when i she came into the lab. i miss her ... miss her like crazy. I've been searching her blog for 3 days already. Went through thousands and thousands of blogs...just because i want to know her blog address.
Anyway...i only managed to come across her older blog... esbs_orion and thats all. i thought maybe that was it..but sadly...no it wasnt... haiz...millions of blogs left to go...i swear that i'll keep on searching...like how i searched for her name on the TP database.
God...i just hope you'll help me. this will be another test for the love i have for her...at the end of this quest i'll know...whether i really do love her or not. Well i've got to run to school for floorball training...i hope that will cheer me up. for now...adios Muchachos! =) *waves*

i am superman ;
8/16/2004 04:46:00 PM

hey guys...look who's back?? >> me of course << It's way past midnight...and here i am...sad..lonely.. hooboy...what a loser i am...i seem to have no one after Rufi went away. Yeah life is back to normal, just me and myself...but this time round...i'm love sick.

I have once again...lost a chance of being with someone that i really wanna be with... >sobs<>

You guys might ask...what have i been doing besides crying alone? 1 word.. 8 letters... P R O J E C T S .
I see Rufi each time i go back to sch..and i miss her more and more each time. I'm so close to her yet so far. i'm back to what have always been doing...loving her from a distance.

aaarggh...i hate it...i hate how things are going. I feel like calling jaja...but it's late...i don't wanna disturb her sleep. Anyway, that Rufio18 .... her name is julizza and ya know...she's NOTHING like Rufi.
haiz...think i'll try to go to bed now... Shouldn't have watched Sweet November. Really made me feel like crap cos the show is somewhat similar to my life or the month that i spent with Rufi.

Keanu REeves plays this character by the name of Nelson and there is this girl whom he met in a driving sch by the name of Sarah. now saRah..would help a person each month, bringing strangers to her house each month and help them.
One day here comes Her november...nelson, a workaholic...somewhat like me. Nelson eventually accepted her offer of help after he blew his top and got fired.
On the first night...they already started to fall for each other and soon the were deeply in love with each other.Throughout the month of november... Sarah helped Nelson..to indulge in life...Taught him that money isn't everything...

I cant go on..sorry..it hurts me too much. Maybe you ppl can catch the movie or something one day...oh god... pls..soothe my aching heart. rufi...i love you!! i love you soo much!! I just wish you could hear what i'm saying and feel what i'm feeling right now.
i don't want you to get engaged Rufi..i don't ... cos i wanna be with you... ... someone pls help me... i don't wanna be alone anymore!

i am superman ;
8/16/2004 12:44:00 AM

i'm back!! Ahaaa prolly you'll be wondering...what happpened after a morning like that today...Haha!! yes!! Ppl..it was a great evening...the sky filled with puffy white clouds...sun shining beautifully. Aah..it was great! though i spend it alone... Still with my ever trusty pair of rollerblades; Nike shadow, it was a blast!

The wind carressing my face...my bald head...it feels as though i was flying as always when i skate...aahh. i played with my mind a lil bit just now. While i was backskating at the netball court...i closed my eyes...held out my hands... i pretended that i was skating with Rufi (she always wanted to go ice skating)... i was imagining that i was gliding with her...asked her to close her eyes..and told her to indulge in the breeze... the warmth of the sun's rays upon her silky smooth skin...the birds chirping away happily in the distance... as we gracefully sailed around the court. At the same time...louis armstong's song - what a wonderful world; played in my head.As i skated...still having my one only rufi in my mind... tears started to trickle down my cheeks. For a while...i felt a surge of love running through me..and feeling of being cared for. It was the exact same feeling when i was close with Rufi.


ok here's the thing that made me happy the most!! The thing that made me sOOOoooO Happy was that...I MET RUFI!!! aaahh Finally!!! i got to get a whift of her... here her joyful laughter... her touch...Hoo..that feels soooo good! i miss her alot...and though things aren't really going the way i wanted it to be...i have to pretend that i'm alright. I don't wanna bring her down...i want her to be happy. I'll put myself aside ... as i always do. Why Am I always Doing Such A Thing?
Prolly...i guess i'm willing to sacrifice my own feelings just for the Ones i love.

Hookay...thats all for this Evening. i need to catch up on my projects and reports that i have to do. Well... all the best folks... Take care and thats all Folks! Have a good evening! =)

i am superman ;
8/11/2004 08:20:00 PM

*yawns and stretches* I feel SOooo Crappy today!!! But still...god..thank you for letting me live another day. I dont know why i feel like this. I feel...very empty..lonely.. why am i feeling like this? Prolly cos i just lost someone close to me...yeah Rufi. i know that i can't get close to her anymore. Man it hurts alot...alot alot alot alot!!!! Each time something bad happens between us esp during the weekends..i'd be oblivious to whats going on! All of a sudden... HE took back part of Rufi back... AARGGH!! each time i mention her name. my heart aches like crazy! i feel that nobody is there to care for me..nobody that i want...

haiz...i feel like a dumb ass ... with my botak head...it feels even worse!! got no self confidence... i feel that i've lost everything. All that i have left that are my books and guess i'll hide behind them again;be oblivious of my surroundings.I don't wanna do that again!!! i don't wanna be alone...

Yesterday by the way was a great day.... had FloorBall Workshop! =) My line was awesome! we played really well..though Kai wasn't there. Ben was there to replace him...pain in the ass that one. really i can't believe that he said " Before i pass...i look at you first..then i look at the ball..and i look at you again to make sure you're alright...then look at ball again..then pass." Waahpiangz!! that really shut me up. i don't wanna say anything anymore. haiyer.... But overall...we played well. STill...i'm scared...cos i do'nt know how well we will fair against the rest! we need more friendlies.

OH NO!!! it's 11.40 already!! 've got to go to sch!! i'm soo darn late!!!! haiz..school...who's there to look forward to...i come to sch alone..go back from sch alone. Hoowell... here i go again.... =( sobs....

i am superman ;
8/11/2004 11:41:00 AM

Hey there guys! Sorry for the absence of presance in the last few days... well yeah..life..my life is different now...in the last few days were it's transition states and boy did it suck or what!

But first and Foremost...MY TERM TESTS ARE OVER!! hahaha! boy did i nail that Uo1(Unit Operation) paper..and i nailed it good..ok lah i hope it's good enough for an A... though my final answer has a mathematical error of 100 times...*shakes head* But yeah...at least i know how to do...it was easy to me though some ppl found it difficult. Well i was soo relieved after the paper...finally!! it's over!!! had floorball ...and man it felt sooooooo good to play around again. Though Rufi was still in the back of my mind the whole time. i miss her soo much...

Something happened that night before...a night for me to remember, it was partly my fault...was not thinking right...partially asleep while trying to wake my friend up. Readers..i hurt her...without knowing initially. Well... i wish she could be more understanding...that i need her just as badly and love her just as much. ya know...even after the exams i still can't sleep cos i miss her soo badly...it's been more than a week since i actually had a nice sleep with nice dreams.

ya know if she happens to find out about my blog...Rufi...i just want to say that i love you very much. i went to the esplanade today and it hurt soo much thinking about that day. Its the first time i actually did something like that... with someone who i really wanna be with. i'm so tired of finding and fighting for someone... i wanted her to be mine... Argh...i better not talk about it
it's gonna make me weep soo badly.

Well that was before my Uo1 paper. After that...JaJa kept me company the whole time. Some times... i wish i could do something for her..i dont like being helped and not being able to help in return. I feel soooo miserable!!! i can't help Rufi anymore!! she doesn't want to...i know it's dangerous..cos i might go head over heels for her uncontrollably again.

Anyway, after that night..yeah...we won't be able to close anymore. It hurts alot! yeah i did tell her that everything will be alright and everything. that i'd be happy for her and all...yeah i should.. but to get there..it's gonna hurt like hell!

Well that was the other day...just when i was about to celebrate the end of my tests...that day's ruined...and i thought..i would be soo happy once the hols come.

Just now went out with the guys and JaJa... to the esplanade...memories...i told JaJa about it. haiizzzz....sigh sigh sigh...Jaja Jaja Jaja Jaja... i want don't want i can't stupid confused disoriented! I'm tired...i think that'll be all ppl! take care..and goodnight ladies and Gents!!

i am superman ;
8/09/2004 12:20:00 AM

hahah!! YEs!!! OSH down!! 1 more to go!! UO1...i'm gonna kick your ass tomorrow real good man. Anyway, OSH is done!! it was alright... Felt stupid not giving it more effort. I was really tired and still am now. DOn't know whether i can get an A for this subject, chances quite alright lah. Just need more effort! OSH...i'm gonna whack you real good next time round. Muakakakaakka!!!!

I spent too much time on Rufi ...thats why. BUt am not regretting. =) had awesome moments with her. She's will make a great Gf...but hooweeellll...it's alright....it hurts not being with her...but yeah...god will help me out. Who knows... i might find someone better...i don' tknow...but still...Being with her is still something that i still dream of.

Anyway, august 11 is coming!!!!!!! GUYS!! its gonna be our 1 year anniversary playing hockey together!!!! Look what we have achieved!!! SO much!! in such a period of time!! Hhaahah!! Shaz...zul...we're great man. Though we may have our bad days...but yeah..things still end up pretty alright. WE GOT OURSELVES a SPONSOR!!! ahahhaha!! my goodness!! ok lah i'm still worried about the part of not being able to perform to our sponsor's standards but we'll try our best ya!?

People out there!! Not only that we are sponsored in roller hockey but also .... F L O O R B A L L!!! Hoho!!! this Fantastic man!!! Me Fahmi shaz..and zul...getting sponsored by our sch. Haizz....what A LIFE!! hahah!! my goodnesss!! thank you Allah!!
I cant believe it that at least! someone respects us and treasures us... Keith..our captain... a kind hearted and an enthusiastic fella... will provide US.. me shaz and Fahmi with STICKS!!! ahahhaha!!

Well... yeah me and my line play quite well.. though we are not skilled or whatsoever... but ya know..we play flowing Floorball! STill i wanna improve ALOT more...we just don't wanna stop there. we are gonna create our own plays and have more understanding between each and everyone of us. Alot more to improve on...
boy...i really hope we will win the IVP championships.

Well... think i'll go lie down for a while now...so tired. Later i got mengaji...and after that..i'm gonna study Uo1 with JaJa!!! =) my Jaja so chubby!!! hahaha!! she's growing rounder sey! haha! wish could give her a hug...=)

Anyway... Rufi called just now...yeah.. *sticks out tongue* heheh... ok internal stuff between me and Jaja!!

Ok i'm off now!!!! hahaha! see my dad! he just came back from vancouver...yeah proly later...i wanna lie down first.. See ya!!

i am superman ;
8/05/2004 07:36:00 PM

YES!!! Environ tech. is....F I N I S H E D!! hahah! yeah for now only...i still have another term to go. But hey what the heck...at least term test is over. God i just hope i make it through the paper. i can't get straight A's now for sure but i'll try my very best to still get as many As as possible.

Boy am i Tired or what sey...it was worth the morning hour revision. At least i got to read up some things that came out for the test today. Anyway diana finally saw my bald head. It ain't so bad having a bald head. dont' have to comb my hair anymore but the drawback is that... well.. i have to wait another 4 months just to play with my hair again!!! WHats the use of buying my favorite shampoo when the smell hardly sticks to my hair!?!?

Anyway, forgot to mention that i went out with JaJa yesterday. Studied with her...ok lah..didn't really study much. just talked alot in actually. About her ex and stuff.. it's so nice talking to her. DOn't know whether she likes listening to my crap or not, just hope it's not a one sided friendship. hope she feels the same way as i do for her. It's so nice when she calls me bulbul...Khekhe!!!! *grinz* she's the only one that calls me BulBul among all my friends. =) hehe! Ya know what i love about her the most?! it's her motherly touch...

Thats one of the things that is missing in Rufi. talking about her... yeah i'm still upset knowing that she's gonna get engaged to her Ex rizal. Rizal rizal... change for now you may, we'll see how things are later. iF you stay the way you are now...well i'm happy for ya... and rufi of course. TOo bad for lil me... hoowell... that IS life.

But i thank god for granting my wish...dear god... if i could give you a hug...i would have given you one long ago. It's means soo much to me that you granted me that wish. At least...i got to feel her love. Well then i wanna go to bed now... SO tired!! then i'll do my Occupational safety Hazards Revision later...
Well i wish you all out there a very good day and may your wishes come true... =)

i am superman ;
8/04/2004 12:55:00 PM

*yaaaawns* Morning.... my goodness...i can't believe it. I am able to wake up just to finish up my environ tech. revision. Yeah i'm supposed to start but hahaahah here i am blogging. ya know i find blogging kinda nice...a place for my thoughts...a place where i can let out how i feel about certain somethings. Well, my friend made a blog for me...but never really was interested in blogging until now. Guess last time since i had someone to talk to... yeah whats the use of blogs then?

Anyway, yeah thats prolly the reason why i like blogging cos i've got no one to talk to!!!!!! So sad! Yeah i do have my Jaja *winks* to talk to but yeah...just like everyone else, she can't possibly be there for me 24/7. i understand. so it's alright. i'm also not there for Rufi 24/7. Prolly i will IF i get married to her. OH YEAH!!! Which reminds me of something... SHE'S GETTING ENGAGED!!!!! ouch ouch ouch ouch ouch....ow ow ow ow ow ow ow!! PAAAAAAIN!!! KANASAI! WHY is everyone getting engaged!!! yea...it kinda freaked me out just now when i was about to take a nap b4 studying. So afraid that one by one...the ppl i love get engaged...like what if.. Jaja gets engaged!? i can't talk to her anymore!!!! cannot study with her already!!! AAAAAhhhh!!!

But JaJa, probably she would get engaged like later later i guess. She doesnt seem to care about these kinda stuff.
Alright Ppl.... who is JaJa?!?!

Jaja!! she's my friend.... i like her alot....yeah i like her..like her as in like her as a good friend She deserves to be in the group of ppl called the UNTOUCHABLES in my life. I really respect her alot man. She wear the Tudung and all...she looks unique sey.. ok lah not really...she looks like Ili Nadiah; a tuition mate of mine back in secondary sch.
But anyway, she looks like the malay version of Ili Nadiah. She is cool...and yeah...we've GOT A SECRET!!!

Anyway, its 4.30am ive got to get back to my books and finish Up on my revision. Well cheerios!! to all the ppl out there...GOOD MORNING!!! and HAVE A FLUFFY DAY!!!
This is Da' man...Faris..signing off!! *Bows*

i am superman ;
8/04/2004 04:35:00 AM

helloo blog!! hmmmwhat should i write down eh...ok ok...today!! i went to sch!!!! didn't see my one and only though..sigh. But yeah yesterday... on MIRC i met someone JUST like her!! Going thru the same thing and all..whoah..and what a coincidence...her nickname is RufiO 18G. *shakes head* my goodness...its as if i was talking to MY Rufi... boy do i miss her... i miss her soo much!! oh yeah!! i just created something!! check it out blog...eat your heart out...

I miss the way you smile while overlooking me with those beautifully crafted pair of black diamonds into those pair of whites, Filled with everlasting Love... Kindness and Hope.
I miss the way you colour my world with your kiss....how you engulf me in your warmth and soothe me with your touch
I miss you...I miss you... I miss you... my one and only..my one and only Rufi

I love those sunny days that i spend with you;filled with laughter and everflowing joy.
I love the way you shower me with love; the way summer showers us with its sunny ray’s accompanied by its intricate touch of sight and smells.
I love you … I love you… I love you… my one and only..my one and only Rufi


I only gave her the first stanza and thats about all. she didn't reply me...So sad.

Anyway, the girl's name is Julizza..she's from NP and yeah...at times when i was talking to her...she said somethings like "sweetheart...." , " baby...it's alright.." , "bye bye baby love" .......
haha i was speechless but still didn't really feel that Oooh yeah that feels good feeling...i was just feeling Oklah...but at one point of time...i was thinking...could that be Rufi? MY RUfi...the rufi i know...The Rufi that i love dearly...i mean..for all i know..she was just diguising herself on IRC, trying persuade me to move on or something and not to wait for her.
Was hoping so much it'd be her...but Faris...FAT HOPE!!

Another thing that made me thought it was her is that..well..her number(julizza's)...it's quite similar to Rufi's!! well only the first 2 numbers...but still it's the same Provider! Who knows, prolly Rufi changed her number because she wants to get away from me...i mean yeah she IS capable of doing such a thing. when i was having the time of my life with her...she changed her number 3 times!!

WEll blog! i've got to go study my environ Tech. Im' so scared of failing that subject...wished rufi's here to comfort me...i need someone to whine at and make me feel better. Sounds really sissy to do such a thing...but it really works ya know. Makes you feel loved and know that someone is there for you.Well...cya around to whoever's reading this!

i am superman ;
8/03/2004 01:26:00 PM

I HAVE A BLOG!! and i'm bald

i am superman ;
8/02/2004 10:58:00 PM