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Tuesday, June 28, 2005

An overtone of despair..barely masked; praised with overtones of affliction.
here i am, this is me...

i am superman ;
6/28/2005 10:05:00 AM

Sunday, June 26, 2005


nice houses eh? british like kinda houses

i am superman ;
6/26/2005 11:01:00 PM



haha! lost!

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6/26/2005 11:00:00 PM

Saturday, June 25, 2005


Ocean's 7..i wasn't there.

i am superman ;
6/25/2005 02:09:00 PM

Thursday, June 23, 2005


Jemput makan eh apek!

i am superman ;
6/23/2005 12:51:00 AM



at the top of the 50m tower during night shift

i am superman ;
6/23/2005 12:49:00 AM


TU LAH!Dulu Tak nak jaga hati orang!!!!
ouch~!

i am superman ;
6/23/2005 12:45:00 AM



the fusion of 2. The twin nebulae

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6/23/2005 12:44:00 AM


Today..is the downfall of me.

Really today..

i was really really down and i didn't know what to do!

i'm Friggin Lost!

i'm saadd ... =(

i am superman ;
6/23/2005 12:18:00 AM

Monday, June 20, 2005

In the same shit twice!!!

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6/20/2005 12:54:00 AM

Saturday, June 18, 2005

You know our love was meant to be
The kind of love that lasts forever

And I want you here with me
from tonight until the end of time

You should know, everywhere I go
You're always on my mind, in my heart , in my soul

Baby, You're the meaning in my life
You're the inspiration
You bring feeling to my life
You're the inspiration
Wanna have you near me
I wanna have you hear me say it
No one needs you more than I need you

And I know,and i know, yes I know that it's plain to see
We're so in love when we're together

Now I know,now i know, that I need you here with me
From tonight until the end of time

You should know, everywhere I go
You're always on my mind, in my heart , in my soul

You're the meaning in my life
You're the inspiration
You bring feeling to my life
You're the inspiration
Wanna have you near me
I wanna have you hear me say it
No one needs you more than I need you

Ohhh...

Wanna have you near me
I wanna have you hear me say it
No one needs you more than I need you

You're the meaning in my life
You're the inspiration
You bring feeling to my life
You're the inspiration
Wanna have you near me

when you love somebody
'till the end of time

when you love somebody
always on my mind

no one needs you more than I..

when you love somebody
'till the end of time

when you love somebody
always on my mind

i am superman ;
6/18/2005 01:21:00 AM

Thursday, June 16, 2005


her eyes..her lips...her passion...

i am superman ;
6/16/2005 10:09:00 PM



reminiscing the romance...

i am superman ;
6/16/2005 10:07:00 PM


Hey blog! soo many pics...so little words. Thats not what a blog really is For Faris! Silly me!! hehe! So here i am. on my blog again. my internet life seems to be at an all time low without my blog! i have practically nothing good to read or do! It's like i used to right loads of crap in my blog nearly everyday! write down whatever happened in my life from the simplest of things to the crappiest!

ok so a quick update..

I FINALLY FOUND THE PERFUME THAT AYN WAS USING!!! HAHAHA!! WEE~! ok it's not actually the real exact one but it smells exactly the same...aah! to me..this is the best scent EVER!!

after soo long! ok..erm lets see...2002..now 2005! Yeah!! 3 years!!!! thats ALOT ok! i've smelled at least a hundred different perfumes just to get this scent! and oh finally!! i got it!! Wee~!!

Well actually...loads of things happened...but i never really had the mood to put it down here. Been practicing self control and a lil self denial. But the self denial really helped me alot. It really gave me confidence and i feel very..hmm..powerful and in control.haha! well..i just hope it won't go out of hand.

i'm so lazy to blog nowadays.i realised that when i'm no longer close to rufi. something happened between me and rufi...don't wanna write about it. But god...please..just hope things go well...i beg you...


i am superman ;
6/16/2005 09:28:00 PM



The Eternal Flame of my heart... memories

i am superman ;
6/16/2005 09:22:00 PM



THEN : FLOORBALL NOW : TENNIS???

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6/16/2005 08:32:00 PM

Monday, June 13, 2005


the most decent pic ever taken at jurong island

i am superman ;
6/13/2005 01:44:00 PM



oh touch my tra-la-laaa~!!! oohh!

i am superman ;
6/13/2005 01:43:00 PM



oh what the heck are we doing here?

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6/13/2005 01:42:00 PM



Gay Attack!!!

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6/13/2005 01:42:00 PM

Monday, June 06, 2005

- I want a significant other who kisses me at the forehead instead of on de lips so often, who hugs and cuddles me and say "I will be there for you, no matter what...", who gets angry & makes me cry at that point of time yet NEVER WALKS OUT ON ME at any situations, who gives me the love instead of the materials, who salvages a relationship instead of taking the easy way out, who is confident of going through obstacles with me, who dont pretend loving me, who believes in me even if its a pinch, who gets angry & jealous & insecure & miserable & happy & excited yet loves me all de same. I just want someone who loves me regardless of any obstacles we are going to go through - I found him, but he chose to go away. -

sad that she already found him and he went away... i'm not what she's looking for. She just found something new. She still loves him and loves this somebody also at the same time. And ALSO she loves someone new...

This someone new is ... i guess not pretty much what she wants or needs...i dunnow...i don't know...i dunno...i guess she needs someone who can be like all the guys she loves now. She will find that person...one day... once again... i dunnow... i don't know...i dunno.


i am superman ;
6/06/2005 01:46:00 AM

Wednesday, June 01, 2005


oh err..shit...It wasn't me!?

i am superman ;
6/01/2005 11:39:00 PM



Tp Wolves!

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6/01/2005 11:37:00 PM



A calm evening...

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6/01/2005 11:23:00 PM



my magnum opus of the month..this pic..to me...is perfect. Simply beautiful..

i am superman ;
6/01/2005 11:22:00 PM



man...this could have been a great shot!! =p

i am superman ;
6/01/2005 11:21:00 PM



Hardcore Adidas fan

i am superman ;
6/01/2005 11:21:00 PM



trying to seduce the bubble tea uncle! hehe!

i am superman ;
6/01/2005 11:20:00 PM



take a look at this..beautiful pic eh?

i am superman ;
6/01/2005 11:19:00 PM



Still on a Holiday mood...

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6/01/2005 11:19:00 PM


PPL!!! i got a POSB account now!! Wee~! new month! a new card in the wallet!! man i feel soo grown up...
haizz~!!! talking about growing up...seriously...i have to shave every now and then..and not to mention everywhere too!! khekhe!! *sticks out tongue* i'm learning how to drive and now i just remmebered that i have a final theory test this friday. i think i'm gonna flunk it man! i haven't studied a thing!! i'm sooo dead!

D - E - A -D!!

not too mention i'm dead tired too! waking up at 5.30 every morning! man it's killing me!! i can't take it! it's..ARRGH! unbearable! i can't believe that i'm working at A-STAR.. a renowned company but the heck!! it's at JURONG ISLAND!! and yeah i met phillip chee( my ex form teacher) just now and he told me that i can't work there! and damn right i can't! it's a govt thing and all govt things are bad! i wanna work at some private company or something! like the place where he is working...CHEVRON i wanna work there. He said that it's good to work in those kinda things..though the environment may suck but the pay is good!!

Anyway i went out with princess jasmine again! i miss her alot.. though i'm abit pissed off about the stuff that she's going thru right now. i'm always getting myself into this kind of shit man! about her probs i don't know lah...she loves trouble and i don't know what to do. Seriously, i know how she is feeling right now but the thing is that...it's hard for her to let it go. i do wanna help her but i can't cos her feelings are involved and i can only go thus far and no farther!

She have to be honest to herself and stop deceiving herself and others. Somehow i feel...deceived... = [ *pout* oh well i'm just gonna sit tight and gonna wait till something happens. In the mean time i'm gonna help her the best i can. *pats self* there there Faris..hang in there. things are good..really..it really is.

Well...i need to go and rest now. sleepy sleepy...how i wish i could cuddle her. she's damn huggable...and damn fragile. Scared that i'll break her into 2 if i like hug her too tight or something.

i am superman ;
6/01/2005 11:13:00 PM