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4/24/2005 06:07:00 PM

mystery Girl number 2

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4/24/2005 05:59:00 PM

Mystery Girl number 3!

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4/24/2005 05:56:00 PM

mystery hand

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4/24/2005 02:32:00 AM

mystery women number 1!!

i am superman ;
4/24/2005 01:01:00 AM

beautiful night...

it's much better than a magic carpet ride...

will never forget...

i am superman ;
4/21/2005 03:05:00 AM

i am superman ;
4/20/2005 02:40:00 PM

Trivia Question of the day


how can you understand something about a person if the person is not telling you anything or even trying to make you understand?



( please email your answers to orangbulan91@hotmail.com if you have the answer to this question)

i am superman ;
4/20/2005 03:15:00 AM

this picture was made possible with the courtesy of shafridah... would anyone wanna be my princess?

i am superman ;
4/19/2005 12:21:00 AM

A butterfly has 2 sets of wings.

1 set to provide its thrust

the other to set itself to the direction it desires.

Once damaged...

the butterfly will be helpless.

Its flight crippled...

Its life in dire straits

i am superman ;
4/18/2005 02:19:00 PM

Crippled butterfly

i am superman ;
4/18/2005 02:03:00 PM

Well you can dance
Every dance with the guy
Who gives you the eye
Let him hold you tight
And you can smile
Every smile for the man
Who held your hand 'Neath the pale moonlight
But don't forget who's taking you home
And in whose arms you're gonna be
So darling, save the last dance for me

Oh I know
That the music's fine Like sparkling wine
Go and have your fun
Laugh and sing
But while we're apart
Don't give your heart
To anyone
And don't forget who's taking you home
And in whose arms you're gonna be
So darling, save the last dance for me

Baby, don't you know I love you so
Can't you feel it when we touch
I will never, never let you go
I love you, oh so much

You can dance Go and carry on
Till the night is gone
And it's time to go
If he asks
If you're all alone
Can he walk you home
You must tell him no
Cause don't forget who's taking you home
And in whose arms you're gonna be
Save the last dance for me

Oh I know
That the music's fine
Like sparkling wine
Go and have your fun
Laugh and sing
But while we're apart
Don't give your heart
To anyone
And don't forget who's taking you home
And in whose arms you're gonna be
So darling, save the last dance for me
So don't forget who's taking you home
Or in who's arms you're gonna be

So darling save the last dance for me
Oh baby, won't you save the last dance for me
Ooh, you make a promise
That you'll save the last dance for me
Save the last dance
The very last dance For me

i am superman ;
4/18/2005 12:32:00 PM

ouch...

i am superman ;
4/17/2005 03:23:00 AM

tree

i am superman ;
4/17/2005 02:52:00 AM

I think found Neverland

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4/17/2005 02:45:00 AM

sensual

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4/17/2005 02:05:00 AM

kiss

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4/17/2005 01:53:00 AM

3 Scared Books

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4/17/2005 01:52:00 AM

the difference between today and yesterday..

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4/16/2005 04:59:00 PM

my sad expression...

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4/16/2005 04:45:00 PM

she doesn't want me anymore..

I'm Lost without my half...

She's in love with someone else

she doesn't want to be with me

I'm sad....

I'm broken hearted...

i'm Dead...

i am superman ;
4/16/2005 04:34:00 PM

i should start having an imaginary friend....either that or...i'll start talking to my things again... =(

i am superman ;
4/13/2005 06:32:00 PM

Hey! hey! hey eveyrone!!! =) it's been soo soo long since i actuallyblogged. i mean really...what happened to me?! Oh yeah there is a CHANGE IN ME!!! i don' tknow what is happening to me and poor baby...she has to experiance this.

I don't really know why i'm like this...really...i'm alwyas very moody but the thing is that i don't know whhy i am like this! I am going nuts! i'm soo soo sad but i dont know why.

Ya know i think i lack attention... seriously i think thats it. I mean really. have i been giving too much to other and not receiving at all? mAybe thats it. cos you see..when i went shopping...i paid attention to myself and i felt ABSOLUTELY GREAT!!! really really awesome!

Rufi may be giving me attention but...is it really because of the fact that she doesn't show me that she misses or love me that makes me grumpy that i'm not appreciated?? I don't know...i really don't... thats just the probability.

I feel that the BOTTOMLINE IS!!! >>>I dont feel appreciated<<<

haiz... is there no one out there that can really show me that they can't live without me?! i mean...most of the time...ppl don't need me!

Not Rufi , not Fidz , not shaz , not zul , not mars , not Hafeez , not Din , not Fizah , not suhaila , not Faisal , not Hilmis , not the Azmis , not syahirah , Aisyah or khadijah , not Farah , not Farahmy , not farahlyna , not janar , not ansar , not salman , not suhadi , not hui Qi , not jacklyn , not kah seng , not Kian kai , not Nabil , not Merry , not Miss Goo , not Khalid, not mahir , not hakim , not Adib , not Sivam , aloy , wen qing , gary , mei ling , joyce , shu wei , Dinesh , zhao yun , alvin , ambrose , zai Mao ( basically AD22) , fahmi, Faris , non of the chemical engineering Cohort.

Alot of ppl don't need me...even the ones closest to me.


Boy this sucks... if i go on..the more depressed i get.

i have good friends... but you seee...they have other ppl or things to do and they end up not hanging out with me and not paying attention to me!


Fidz + Fizah

Shaz + Zul

Rufi + rockclimbing

Mars + boyfriend

khalid + Friends

Janar + school

Syikynn + Zu

Shaz + ___

Din + Tarmizi

Suhaila + _____

Faisal + _____

Daphne + Kamil

Hafeez + Fizah


Faris + ??????????


I have no one who can return me the attention that i want! This Sucks...everyone has their own pair...Except sad ageing me!!!


i try to give attention...but i think now i'm running on fumes trying to give ppl attention! I'm Trying!! i'm burning out!!

It hurts like hell everytime i surf friendster! Ppl have soo much attention! Ppl have soo many friends or acquiantances! Ppl have soo many good words from others to fuel themselves to go on!!

I have nothing compared to most of them!!! I feel like shit!

I REPEAT!!

I FEEEEL LIIIKEEE!!!!

aaaah! no one's gonna hear it Faris....Forget it.


-Poof-

( remember to read the disclaimer's warning! )

i am superman ;
4/13/2005 06:04:00 PM

the chemistry between me and my shoe...i love her..

i am superman ;
4/10/2005 12:16:00 AM

there she is ppl...

i am superman ;
4/10/2005 12:15:00 AM

Bersama dengan makcik fizah dan sula!

i am superman ;
4/05/2005 12:08:00 AM

awww....

i am superman ;
4/05/2005 12:05:00 AM

gays

i am superman ;
4/05/2005 12:04:00 AM

gays are EVERYWHERE nowadays!!! Oh noo!!

i am superman ;
4/05/2005 12:03:00 AM

haha! check this out! i editted it.. hehe!! =p

i am superman ;
4/04/2005 01:45:00 AM

Hoho!! today! is my MUMMY's BIRTHDAY!! HAPPY B'DAY MUM!! ANYWAY....guess what ppl....i signed up for my driving school today! wee~!

for driving, i booked 4 lessons already and this rocks! my Basic will be on the 25th and yeah i have to go to driving school and yeah! and soon...start driving!!! wee~!

Daphne's got a head start on me..so does Din and faisal But hey...i'll be going up the ranks to complete everything soon bebeh! and oh yeah!!! ONE more thing...

i met up with Khadijah just now (NOTHING HAPPENED OK! Don't get any ideas...my heart is still with boo) to collect the 10 bucks and was off...and the whole time..i was just wondering around and hanging out at the Hockey Court. Friday night...bleargh...nothing there but a bunch of kids skating. Sucks really...

Somehow...i miss skating ..ALOT actually. THis sunday i know that i have to come down to train with the kids and i'm gonna tell Barry that shaz has gone for SIP interview.

god... i can't believe it's already april...my 19th b'day is coming up..and tomorrow..i'm celebrating it with my whole Family. I wanna bring somebody to meet them...but then again...i know she can't although just as much she would definitely love to...i'm sure of that. But it's alright...i understand *winks*

Haiz...1.30am and MSN's not working. I wanted to complete my download from hafeez but yeah i can't communicate with him. i wanna watch spongebob with him but..yeah...don't know whether he wanna watch it. Oh well i'm off to bed now....tired tired...

- A fruitful Friday -

i am superman ;
4/02/2005 01:32:00 AM

Hoho!! today! is my MUMMY's BIRTHDAY!! HAPPY B'DAY MUM!! ANYWAY....guess what ppl....i signed up for my driving school today! wee~!

for driving, i booked 4 lessons already and this rocks! my Basic will be on the 25th and yeah i have to go to driving school and yeah! and soon...start driving!!! wee~!

Daphne's got a head start on me..so does Din and faisal But hey...i'll be going up the ranks to complete everything soon bebeh! and oh yeah!!! ONE more thing...

i met up with Khadijah just now (NOTHING HAPPENED OK! Don't get any ideas...my heart is still with boo) to collect the 10 bucks and was off...and the whole time..i was just wondering around and hanging out at the Hockey Court. Friday night...bleargh...nothing there but a bunch of kids skating. Sucks really...

Somehow...i miss skating ..ALOT actually. THis sunday i know that i have to come down to train with the kids and i'm gonna tell Barry that shaz has gone for SIP interview.

god... i can't believe it's already april...my 19th b'day is coming up..and tomorrow..i'm celebrating it with my whole Family. I wanna bring somebody to meet them...but then again...i know she can't although just as much she would definitely love to...i'm sure of that. But it's alright...i understand *winks*

Haiz...1.30am and MSN's not working. I wanted to complete my download from hafeez but yeah i can't communicate with him. i wanna watch spongebob with him but..yeah...don't know whether he wanna watch it. Oh well i'm off to bed now....tired tired...

- A fruitful Friday -

i am superman ;
4/02/2005 01:30:00 AM