Wednesday, August 31, 2005
then...rufi : i promise i won't leave you.Now...rufi : bye...then...rufi : Promise that no matter what happens..we'll talk about it and make up for it.Now ...Faris : Rufi...wait lemme...*Rufi disconnects the call*
i am superman ;
8/31/2005 02:39:00 PM
Monday, August 29, 2005
I was once a guardian angel...
but now my wings are crippled and i can never fly for a very long time.
Whispering wind has gone by and not a single gust have been spared for me.
Will i ever have a gust of wind to call my own?
A gust that will always be there beneath my wings lifting me up when i fall...
bringing me high above the clouds when the storm is raging down below?
the sacred sun shines.
it's rays scorching my skin, wrinkling my wings (or whats left of it) blinding my eyes
instead of giving me hope and guidance that i seek and yearn for.
i bleed in your presence.
Spare me oh sacred sun
For i have yet to recover from my great fall.
i am superman ;
8/29/2005 04:53:00 PM
Sunday, August 28, 2005
i am superman ;
8/28/2005 12:09:00 AM
Saturday, August 27, 2005
Number 22Name: Mohamed Shazni B Badaruzaman
Age : 19
Height : 1.65m
Weight : 60kg
Team : Skools Salibandy Division 2
Position : Centre forward
Stick : Zone ox
blade : Zone
Skill Stats
Shot power : 9.7
Accuracy : 9.5
Speed : 9.2
passing : 8.7
Agility : 9.5
Ball control : 9.2
Team play : 9.8
i am superman ;
8/27/2005 11:46:00 PM
i am superman ;
8/27/2005 12:30:00 PM
Number 39Name : Mohamed Faris B Mohd. Nasir
Age : 19
Height : 1.76m
Weight : 67kg
Team : Skools Salibandy Division 2
Position : Right Wing
Stick : Canadien Fusion
Blade : The Trick blade (Naad's Special edition)
SKILL STATS
Shot power : 9.5
Accuracy : 7.7
Speed : 9.2
Passing : 8.9
Agility : 7.9
Ball control : 9.1
Team play : 9.7
i am superman ;
8/27/2005 11:38:00 AM
Thursday, August 25, 2005
A fallen angel shot down by the arrows oflove;rupturing his wings. He falls through clouds down into the abyss that he was oncebanished to. in each and every fraction of the sky of which is falling from, memories flash by his mind.In the still silence of his fall, one could hear his aching heart shouting in agony...the violent fluterring of his wings as the rush of air rage thru his wings mercilessly disintegrating it; Feather by feather it is torn away.oh whispering wind would you help me break my fall...lift me up where i need to be; high up in the clouds?oh sacred sun..would you shine your light on me in times of my darkest moments in the abyss to give me hope?my wings have failed me in this life of treachery
i am superman ;
8/25/2005 01:17:00 PM
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
i am superman ;
8/23/2005 01:26:00 PM
Thursday, August 18, 2005
I'll always remember...
It was late afternoon.
It lasted forever...
but ended so soon
i wanted to hold you...
i wanted to make it go away
i wanted to know you
i wanted to make your everything.. all right..
In loving memory of eindzhel Naadira.
i am superman ;
8/18/2005 04:35:00 PM
hellooo all who's out there; whoever you are!! =) anyway, ever wondered does the girl that you meet everyday in the bus likes you? or even a close female friend of yours? Sometimes it's hard to tell although the girl may be giving hints to you cos as you all know... GIRLS ARE DECEIVING living things. Either that or we guys are just too dumb..but i'll stick to the first notion. hehe!
They may seem to be attracted to you and flirt around with you but they would have not even an ounce of feeling towards you. They may just be doing that for fun! Yep! There are some heartless ppl around the world.
There's a girl that i know... oh she's got everything i wants..she has everything that i need. The perfect combination. but i got played by her... i was a victim of the consequences of her past! Thats one of the worst things that can ever happen to guys. NICE GUYS especially. It just sucks that we nice guys have to suffer just because some idiots that we don't even know that we WISH we could know them to whack their lights out!
Being a victim of the consequences of her past sucks...but it just sucks more if it happens to you twice!! it happened to me.. -boo!!!- ( i need a hug...)
So anyway... to prevent such things from happening... there are a few measures that can be taken to give you a clearer picture about the girl that you wanna be with. these measures would let you know whether the girl that you're dating ACTUALLY likes you! thats the first and foremost thing that you have to confirm.
Lets start with the basics.- If you ask for her number and she gives you a false one. Guys....FORGET about her.
- After 2 dates or so... and if you ask her out and she uses the "i am busy" excuse nearly all the time ... one... you haven't build enough social value to her and you have to try harder...Two... she's not interested... so stop contacting her. If you continue..it's just gonna boost her ego.
- If you're the one who's always contacting her and if you stop calling for 3 - 5 days and she doesn't even contact you... you're just a normal friend to her. build more social value. If she calls you within this range...thats a good sign.
- If you go online and she'll always be the first few ppl to greet you..yes she does like you. But if she doesn't...don't think otherwise.
Well yep..thats abt all that i have to say cos i kinda lost my train of thoughts.... while thinking up about these stuffs...i kinda reminisced about my times with some ppl...especially this particular person that i had such wonderful weekends with.
i am superman ;
8/18/2005 04:16:00 PM
Sunday, August 14, 2005
a princess's romance.
i am superman ;
8/14/2005 08:40:00 PM
Thursday, August 11, 2005
after my recent failure...i have decided for those guys out there who stumble upon my blog, to help them out and know this about girls and don't EVER commit the same mistake that i did. Skipping that crucial step results to a the biggest loss thus far in my life.
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After that loss and alot of thinking, i have thought up about
5 stepping stones to get closer to a girl.
Stepping stone 1... 0pening up to the girl..
this is where it all begins. You have to start finding your own pair of balls if you EVER wanna meet up with girls. For my case, i used to wait and pray... but waiting will NEVER get you to know anyone at all. God may let your path cross with an amazing girl but if you're never gonna go up to her and get to know her! God creates opportunities...we as humans make the decision in taking up that opportunity!
So guys..start finding your pair of balls!
Stepping stone 2 ... building social value..
Before i continue...i'd like to say that this is the stone that i skipped...and it led to a disastrous ending. Whatever opportunity that i had vanished the moment i skipped this stone and fell...now my heart is drenched in pain and there's no one else to blame but myself.
To illustrate the importance and the difference between building comfort and building social value, i shall give you an example.
imagine you're lost in a strange city and a homeless man off the street you didn't know – someone with no social value to you – came up to you and started giving you directions. He is being really "nice" to you. Still, you probably won't feel in any mood of making an "instant connection" with him, because you're betting that the only reason he's being nice is to ask you for some money.
Likewise, if you have no social value to a girl and you jump directly into comfort with her, she may suspect you have ulterior motives. (sigh...)
So guys, know the difference and don't you EVER commit the same mistake as i did alright?
How you can build social value is by making yourself available if possible, nearly all the time. basically, be a good friend to her. Though she won't share her personal stories to you just yet, just hang in there and just you wait. In the mean time, make her happy sincerely and not because you just wanna get laid. MY THOUGHTS ARE SHARED WITH YOU HERE IS NOT TO GET YOU LAID. THATS NOT MY OBJECTIVE!
Show her that you care for her...that you're there because she means something to you... and you wouldn't want to lose her. And remember, always think of her and never let your emotions get the better of you cos you might just blow the whole thing. Ultimately, be a good friend to her and slowly, with each passing day, you'll gain her trust more and she'll open up more.
Your social value for her and her social value to you would be best if they are at the same level. so this is a 2 pronged appraoched...
Having the same social value is important because... if you were to just opening up to her and build comfort in her...
she'd be most likely to think " he's such a nice cool and attractive guy...and why is he choosing ME out of all my friends? He must have something up his sleeve."
make her Feel that she has EARNED something from you not a feeling that she's cheap that you are just waltzing into her life getting your hands all over her. remember that!
Stepping stone 3 ... ACCEPTING HER
This is a basic fundemental in ANY type of relationship..be it friends or something more. Ladies if you're reading this...please do not purposely make it hard for your suitors! It's already hard enough to understand the real you..what more the you that you're not! Thats double work. But guys... if you would really know whether you're truly in l
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her, accept her for who she is no matter what she is. and it's not an easy thing to do ok...it takes time..so ladies..don't expect so much.
Stepping stone 4 ... Isolating her
What i meant by isolating is basically making her feel special! Simple as that! Give her a lil bit more attention to her than all her other friends or your friends but don't ever tell her that you're doing this. Just do it and you can start to see sparks flying about soon. This may take a little time ok so be patient. Don't go blasting all out just for a while and once you've gotten her...you'd treat her different. The key word here is consistency! Shower her with love bit by bit. This would prevent you from actually burning out! But just a word of caution guys... remember to maintain the power shift. Don't give the power staff to her just yet and let her rule over you. Thats the worst thing that can ever happen and you won't have an enjoyable relationship.
thats why stepping stone 2 is the most crucial among all the 5!
Stepping stone 5 ... BUILDING COMFORT.
now...after completing the 4 other steps..you are now ready to build comfort. Please note that only AFTER this step...you're pretty safe to have a lower level intimate contact with her... and also to be able to know her deep within. Don't pester her to tell you her probs...if you build your social value well within her everything will just flow automatically.
There you go guys... with this 5 steps...you have unlocked trust, truth and courage. and all are interdependent. With a synergy core comprising just that... it is sufficient to last a relationship for generations to come.
Giahara and andelighta.
i am superman ;
8/11/2005 05:15:00 PM
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
9th of august.... a day which i can never forget. Funny how things just happen when you don't even plan it and somethings that you've been planning for months is likely not to happen? A fine example was yesterday.
i shan't say much but seriously...Things happened and i must say that those things are so pleasant. yesterday, i ran into some shit which i didn't expect but at the same time... for the first time after a long time..i finally had a shoulder to cry on..literally. (thank you!)
One of The most cruel things that shaf would ever do just occured yesterday. Ya know after a long time of not seeing her and when i finally got the chance to see her which we did have an enjoyable time...the last thing you would ever hear when you're so affected by her is...
I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOU!
That ladies and gentlemen was what happened to me. Ya know i don't get it.
last week when she was in her busy period...she had time to go out with her friends and have a nice time.
She Even watched Initial D which she didn't even tell me about it. But she didn't make time for me...when i tried my best no matter how busy i was whether or not i was in the lab or in a lecture. I always thought about her...i was always honest to her.
but sadly... she couldn't even make the effort to see me...she wasn't really a portrait of honesty.
I don't feel appreciated.
Thinking back about the other time when i had to teach her differentiation...my sacrifice was futile. i was soo tired...but i did my best to make time for her.
there are 86400 seconds a day...BUT NOT EVEN ONE SECOND WAS SPARED FOR ME!
Am i that significant in her life now? most likely.
He venido a una decisión donde tendré que decir adiós a usted...
Giahara and andelighta..
-------------------- I SHALL THINK ABOUT YESTERDAY . . . . . --------------------------
SMILE!!! =)
i am superman ;
8/10/2005 09:50:00 AM
Sunday, August 07, 2005
The Dark side of me has awaken...
i am superman ;
8/07/2005 04:47:00 PM
this week's words of wisdom
"Strive on and always have hope for an adventure of a life better
lived"
Siti Adibah
i am superman ;
8/07/2005 04:40:00 PM
In a time of princes and princesses
there once lived a prince who stumbled upon a princess
on a pretty sunday afternoon
the day was cool and cupid was about to strike soon.
haiz..i miss her like mad.
She ain't gonna call...
i give up on waiting.
you aint gonna call...
i think you have someone new.
i am superman ;
8/07/2005 04:39:00 PM
Friday, August 05, 2005
a Red-Letter Day
i am superman ;
8/05/2005 03:36:00 PM
Simply adorable..
i am superman ;
8/05/2005 11:36:00 AM
Take me as i am, take my life.
i would give it up,
i would sacrfice...
Don't tell me it's not worth trying for
i can't help it,
there is nothing i want more...
i am superman ;
8/05/2005 11:02:00 AM
Thursday, August 04, 2005
"Watashiwa ayishteru..."
i'll always remember
it was late afternoon
it lasted forever
and ended so soon
you were all by yourself
staring at the dark grey sky
i was changed.
in places no one would find
all your feelings so deep inside
it was there that i realised
that forever was in your eyes
The moment i saw you cry.
The moment i saw you cry...
It was late in September..
and i've seen you before.
You were always the cold one
But i was never that sure
you were all by yourself
staring at the dark grey sky
i was changed.
In places no one will find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
Was there that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry
I wanted to hold you
I wanted to make it go away
I wanted to know you
I wanted to make your everything, all right....
I'll always remember...
It was late afternoon...
In places no one will find...
In places no one will find
All your feelings so deep inside (Forever was in your eyes)
It was now that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry
Baby cry
The moment that I saw you cry
I think I saw you cry
The moment I saw you cry (Fade out)
I wanted to know you
I wanted to know you
I wanted to know you
i am superman ;
8/04/2005 11:06:00 AM
Monday, August 01, 2005
HATRICK!!!
badabingbadaboom!!
i am superman ;
8/01/2005 03:07:00 PM
that is a very romantic pic... wish that could happen to me...
i am superman ;
8/01/2005 03:04:00 PM
Simply adorable..
