Man how i missed playing floorball in TP with my mates. The div 2 is gonna start soon and as Lana would say it.. i'm having the Heebee-Jee-bees! ahakz! Funny how i find Ivan a little over the top but yet still love his enthusiasm for the game.

I kinda find a nice warm feeling when i come for training, to see him there playing on the same line as me and most importantly, he's on OUR SIDE! Though i won't be playing on the same line as shaz and fahmi.. it's fine by me. I guess it's the best for the team.

Anyway, The main highlight of 28th of June 2008 wasn't on the court though i scored a couple of fantastic goals i'd say(ahakz! =P) , but rather what happened after that.

Had a great day with Lana yesterday. One I'll probably never ever forget. =) We went to Manhattan Fish Market yesterday and took a magic school bus back.

I pray that things would turn out great..

I hope I'll survive through this...

For I am Fitter ...

I am Stronger now.

i am superman ;
6/29/2008 06:11:00 PM

So a thought hit me as i watch the sun slip below the horizon. Who was on my mind? It was Rufi. Yes it's been 5 years and many months since we met. Since then... we've shared many moments that i will treasure for the rest of my life.

I remembered the turmoil that i went through with her. The struggle to keep our long forbidden love alive and away from her past lover. The pain, anguish in the midst of happiness; the gamut of feelings i had endured... was it all worth it?

Were my prayers answered?

yes. =)

As much as i wanna be with her.. i guess it was just not meant to be.. then again..

"dear god.. i love her that much that even if she doesn't end up with me.. it's okay. bring her the happiness she deseveres, again, with or without me."

god was truly listening to my prayers for her 5 years ago..

i am contented. i am stronger now..

i am superman ;
6/10/2008 09:07:00 PM

I knew it.. i knew that surely my mistakes would cost me in some way or another. After yesterday.. may i introduce to you.. my new nickname.. Fubby!

She's sooo not gonna let go of this. (and my orange T shirt)

Note to self : Never wear that orange shirt ever again when you are meeting her Faris.. EVER!

Anyway.. soo.. whatcha think of the new look? -beams- =))) Abit of work to be done though but thats after i figure out how the script works. oh wells.

i am superman ;
6/07/2008 02:06:00 PM

i know i promised change.. but haha! not yet. Damn Busy with my life. i don't know why but i feel damn weird blogging nowadays because i was thinking.. okay fine. this could be a place to rant away like a madman and get away without any severe consequences impacting the situation that made you into a madman in the first place.
And though i feel somewhat relieved.. i do at times feel like shit after saying what i just did though no harm was done.And what makes things worse is that in the end.. after a week after looking and re reading what i just wrote down.. its a testiment of how pathetic i am.

So why blog in the first place Faris?

Well.. what i personally feel is that i suppose now..this is the place where, i can chronologize weekly improvements of myself instead of ranting away which i ALWAYS do whenever i feel down.

i don't have much time left.

i have decided what i want to do and how i want my life to be like in my last few months.

i am superman ;
6/01/2008 08:26:00 PM