Thursday, June 29, 2006
Ya know, For a once... i didn't feel a thing!Either cos i'm soo jaded OR ya know, i have finally gotten over it which is by the way a good thing! Will i one day feel the same way for 'Singapore' like what i'm feeling for _______ ? Well when that happens, god must have been listening and granted nearly half of my wishes. Still... right now there are more. Will all of them be granted? I hope so. But i have to remember to not think of unruly thoughts and to keep my faith. And always think that i have not done enough for the divine one.I have to remember.There is soo much difference between who i was back then and who i am today. And the pivoting point occured in my first year of poly. The transition is huge. really really huge. i think i've changed soo much that even Nora would think it's just too good to be true and it would just be for a moment. But i can prove her wrong for i am proud to claim that i'm not the same person!my life is completely different. The tables have turned and everything seems like a mirror image of my past. If ever the pivoting point happened earlier... what would happen i wonder?Better results?! haha! Definitely. But there is no way to turn back time, i have to make do with whatever opportunities that come my way and make the best out of it like what marsiah taught me to do.But i guess if i had good results and broke up with nora earlier , i wouldn't have met marsiah. So In conclusion. Every step has its gains and losses. And it's all right down to yourselves! You've got to Love yourself and be honest with yourself. And honestly speaking, i hate this kind of entries.end.
i am superman ;
6/29/2006 02:46:00 PM