i am superman ;
6/30/2006 09:04:00 PM

i am superman ;
6/29/2006 03:31:00 PM

Ya know, For a once... i didn't feel a thing!Either cos i'm soo jaded OR ya know, i have finally gotten over it which is by the way a good thing! Will i one day feel the same way for 'Singapore' like what i'm feeling for _______ ?

Well when that happens, god must have been listening and granted nearly half of my wishes. Still... right now there are more.

Will all of them be granted? I hope so. But i have to remember to not think of unruly thoughts and to keep my faith. And always think that i have not done enough for the divine one.

I have to remember.



There is soo much difference between who i was back then and who i am today. And the pivoting point occured in my first year of poly. The transition is huge. really really huge. i think i've changed soo much that even Nora would think it's just too good to be true and it would just be for a moment. But i can prove her wrong for i am proud to claim that i'm not the same person!

my life is completely different. The tables have turned and everything seems like a mirror image of my past. If ever the pivoting point happened earlier... what would happen i wonder?

Better results?! haha! Definitely. But there is no way to turn back time, i have to make do with whatever opportunities that come my way and make the best out of it like what marsiah taught me to do.

But i guess if i had good results and broke up with nora earlier , i wouldn't have met marsiah. So In conclusion. Every step has its gains and losses. And it's all right down to yourselves! You've got to Love yourself and be honest with yourself. And honestly speaking, i hate this kind of entries.

end.

i am superman ;
6/29/2006 02:46:00 PM

i am superman ;
6/27/2006 09:34:00 PM

" god almighty, i love her so and only you do truly know. From the very first day i laid my eyes on her ... i will till the very last kiss. God i can't stand to see her to be in soo much pain for it too hurts me so! i can't stand it any longer! Allah, please...reduce the pain that she's in and let her feel free. I promise with you as my witness ya allah that i'll do whatever it takes to make her happy and free. Even if i don't get to be with her and if she ever ends up with someone else.. it's more than enough!i'll be happy for her. God i pray to you to give me strength and the resiliance! Please...let my loved one be free to live a life she can call her own... Amin"

all is done. alhamdullilah.
she's free. =)

i am superman ;
6/26/2006 11:35:00 PM

i am superman ;
6/26/2006 11:18:00 PM

i am superman ;
6/23/2006 01:24:00 AM

What should have said / want to say.

_ _ _ I like you!!

AAAAAAAAARRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
FARIS YOU ARE SUCH A PUSSY!
pee - you - ASS - ASS - why!

i am superman ;
6/17/2006 08:57:00 PM

It's been soo long since i actually wrote an entry. Instead of using pictures, right now, i just wanna say it. i wanna say it all. How's life for me currently?! It's been alright so far. Nothing all that painful. I feel quite great about myself... i'm playing roller hockey with me friends and we play awesomely well together.Obviously my life ain't perfect. there's a part of my life which has been on my mind alot. And it's about someone who's been in my life so long and means alot to me. I've mentioned her a couple of times on my blog. in fact many times. Wrote about her and our friendship oh which i treasure so.

It's about her.

"i love her so but i never did let her know. always waiting for that golden chance, always showing subtle signs. constantly afraid, never had the courage. With grace i saved my heart, thinking we'll never be apart."

But alas...

tears stream down my face.
cos I've lost something i can't replace.
somebody fix me please.

i am superman ;
6/15/2006 03:49:00 AM

I don't know your face no more
Or feel your touch that i adore
I don't know your face no more
It's just a place, i'm looking for

We might as well be strangers in another town
We might as well be living in a different world
We might as well...

I don't know your thoughts these days
We're strangers in an empty space
I don't understand your heart
It's easier to be apart.

We might as well,
Be strangers in another town.
We might as well,
Be living in another town...

For all i know of you now..

i am superman ;
6/12/2006 11:49:00 PM

i am superman ;
6/09/2006 09:50:00 PM