Monday, April 17, 2006
Bad bad monday. i already lost my Ezlink card which has my funny lookin' face on it and now..i can't believe i'm down with the sniffles!
The things that made me frown
1. Munirah won't be coming to work for a week! sheesh! i mean i have no special feelings but the whole group of us misses her presence. It's soo easy to bully her.
2. i'm down with a terrible Flu.
3. Huda is not gonna be there at work too! She's gonna be temporarily transferred to another department. WHICH MEANS! i'm left with no one to disturb. Arfandy has Cammy. Cammy has Arfandy.
And to make matters worse... the ghosts of the past are haunting me again! Again... they said i'm FLIRTING ON A MASS SCALE!
Everyone agreed to that. well..not really everyone. Just the whole group. But i suppose if estella were to be on the stage saying that
i bet EVERYONE would agree.After everyone made that comment... i just shut myself momentarily and had to put on a public smile. I tried my best to smile like i meant it. It was hard. really really hard. But i know i had to do it.
At that moment... i wish i could just disappear...
In the walls of my mind... questions and the most feared outcomes came to mind. I wish oh how i wish marsiah was still as close to me...but that was impossible though i'm awfully thankful that we are stil friends. upon indulging on that ephemeral thought... i reached out to her.
She has always provided me with sound advices whenever i needed them.
Well...i'm off to bed now. Take care all.
