Friday, March 10, 2006
I made the wrong turn and here i am... Yep... back to where i started. Good job Faris. But on a brighter note... You've got one thing right. Good job..(really!) It's been 4 months and during that period ... things went really well. things could be better if i didn't hesitate. But yep... all is good and i hope for the better.
I have changed over time. I've become more timid as ever. i talk much much lesser. Cos i'm afraid that my words will be twisted and be used against me. i've seen theseThings happen before...Like for instance...when NETHERLANDS somehow managed to say something to AMERICA and AMERICA suddenly attacks with no particular reason that AUSTRALIA was aware of, leaving AUSTRALIA to go WTF!!!
AUSTRALIA being a lil more of the diplomatic one tries to calm things down and ask whats going on but still, AMERICA attacks AUSTRALIA with full force. AUSTRALIA thinking that AMERICA and AUSTRALIA are allies, holds the firing of arms. Of course with that decision,after the massacre, AUSTRALIA had lost it's valuable natural resources and wonders like The Great barrier Reef.
And another fine example was when the good for nothing BANGLADESH turned against CANADA when CANADA had a goodwill to help BANGLADESH! CANADA were new allies with EGPYT and since CANADA had a high interest in the pyramids and culture that EGYPT possesed... CANADA insisted to play the role of a peace maker to make sure EGYPT and BANGLADESH wouldn't continue their war so that the deathtoll would stop increasing!!
CANADA was tending to the needs of BANGLADESH and gave some supplies... but BANGLADESH ate ALL the supplies up and collected all the by products(shit) produced, shaped it into a pyramid and disguised it as a gift to EGYPT from CANADA! EGYPT of course STUPIDLY accepted it and really thought CANADA gave such an insulting present! With that, EGYPT got mad and wanted to severe the ties that they shared. Oh CANADA tried to save it... but finally gave up cos EGPYT was
TOO IMPATIENT!!!But anyway, i'm still soo down after something happened to me and i can't stop thinking about it.
i've just lost the biggest part of myself. > i hate you. Thanks alot...really.<Aku tak percaya lagi
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