Tuesday, February 21, 2006
The same day i met pitt. Me and Faisal and Din hooked up with Rufi on the way back home. Nothing special until i heard her say something which made lament violently ( is that possible?haha!) in my heart.
It's not about a guy or love blah blah yada yada kinda thing. It's about what both of us wants the very most in our lives at the same moment.
Rufi : i have many cliques.like about 5 of them but they are just friends.
i want a true friend. one that i will always hang out with.THAT is the exact same thing that i want. I never thought she'd be saying that. C'mon..look at her... she's partying her ass-off like as if the world was gonna end tomorrow!And there's one thing that i despise about her is her always i'm-the-worst attitude and will make herself look like the finest example of what that defines the worst case scenario that one can ever be in. thats the only thing that i wish i could change in her. i like her alot. But that aside, finally, i was consciously standing beside a person who exactly wants the same thing that i've always wanted per se.
I had this logic that i thought up about ppl and it's been proven wrong.
Let Lonely man be ALet lonely women be BLet HAPPINESS be HA + B = Hbut i was wrong... so ... i think i'll modify it to..zA + zB = HzA + xB = (I.D.Y)where z and y is denoted to be different personality groups & (I.D.Y) is denoted to mean ' i Dunno yet' cos i haven't put much thought into it.