Tuesday, February 07, 2006
Since the closure of my blog, it's been a while since i actually wrote down my thoughts. I have kept them in my head and soon i realise..they fade away. The memories that i once held on to and cherished are fading away together with bad experiances that i have gone thru these past few weeks.
it's good that i'm forgetting the bad things that are happening to me but also it's bad that i'm forgetting those that are good. Somehow im feeling rather empty.
Yep Very empty indeed.
Other than that,I have learned to uphold the responsibilities of free speech in this past few weeks. that some times not saying anything is better than expressing what you feel. Of course sometimes you have to let out a lil steam but... i guess it's better that whatever i say doesn't land on human ears, even if it's your closest friend.
One thing about a closest friend is that at any moment of any time,that closest friend can just be your greatest enemy. For he knows all and would sometimes say all if he wants to about you. It's just dangerous. With that, thats why right now, i'm keeping everything to myself. Of course by doing that, i won't have much interaction with anyone but i'll learn how to squeeze things out of ppl.
So far, things are getting along quite alright. I mean i went out with Naad last sat but i didn't go on a rampage telling the whole world ( im sooo exaggerating ) or the least... my friends. They only knew it the night before or on the day itself when they saw it for themselves.
i'm quite proud of myself. Well i have to go for my last CRE tutorial now. School's gonna end soon. sadd.
taa!
