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2/28/2006 05:35:00 PM

i am superman ;
2/28/2006 12:40:00 AM

i am superman ;
2/28/2006 12:34:00 AM

i am superman ;
2/26/2006 10:42:00 PM

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2/25/2006 11:50:00 PM

i am superman ;
2/25/2006 11:31:00 PM

i am superman ;
2/21/2006 01:04:00 PM

The same day i met pitt. Me and Faisal and Din hooked up with Rufi on the way back home. Nothing special until i heard her say something which made lament violently ( is that possible?haha!) in my heart.

It's not about a guy or love blah blah yada yada kinda thing. It's about what both of us wants the very most in our lives at the same moment.

Rufi : i have many cliques.like about 5 of them but they are just friends. i want a true friend. one that i will always hang out with.

THAT is the exact same thing that i want. I never thought she'd be saying that. C'mon..look at her... she's partying her ass-off like as if the world was gonna end tomorrow!And there's one thing that i despise about her is her always i'm-the-worst attitude and will make herself look like the finest example of what that defines the worst case scenario that one can ever be in. thats the only thing that i wish i could change in her. i like her alot. But that aside, finally, i was consciously standing beside a person who exactly wants the same thing that i've always wanted per se.

I had this logic that i thought up about ppl and it's been proven wrong.

Let Lonely man be A
Let lonely women be B
Let HAPPINESS be H

A + B = H

but i was wrong... so ... i think i'll modify it to..

zA + zB = H
zA + xB = (I.D.Y)


where z and y is denoted to be different personality groups
& (I.D.Y) is denoted to mean ' i Dunno yet' cos i haven't put much thought into it.

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2/21/2006 12:38:00 PM

One of the most annoying thing that can ever happen to me is To feel both extreme sadness and happiness in a single day. But of course it's even worse if you are feeling as happy as a butterfly and suddenly a storm of sadness is bestowed upon you. THAT was what exactly happened to me.

My happy thought.

To finally Meet PITT and have a conversation with him! I mean it's not a gay thing..but its just funny that i get to meet Zu and pitt..but never kynn. Even though they are closely interconnected in one way or another.

We talked and exchanged phone numbers and thats cool. Thru kynn...i've made a new friend. But not JUST ANY FRIEND. hurhur! With that...i was thinking..am i gonna meet Suba(another of kynn's friends) next? Only time will tell.. =) who knows ya..


The Storm.

A foreign worker by the name of Zaidi from Sarawak approached me after afternoon prayers. He needed help.. ( he's quite ok looking too ya know. Probably with some help from Loreal's DermaScrub and a lil of Whiteperfect with 2x melanin block..he can get married already!Haha! Damn gay laa Faris...)

(At that very moment, HONESTLY... i just wish i could just rip my shirt and fly in my underpants to help him. but aah well..)

Well... he's been cheated by his agent and he's working like a slave here in Singapore! i mean 12 hours! 7 days a week!! Ain't that slavery? and his pay... a measly 700 bucks! MAX! and this month.. he got only 15 dollars!!!!! WTF!!! i wanted to cry hearing his story.. especially when he said " i wanna go home..." i just wished i could fly!

I can't do anything much right now. But i'll make a note to myself that i'll see him after my exams. And see what i can do for him. Maybe i'll buy him lunch or dinner to be more practical. THink i'll go to the MOM with him. God i hope he's okay...

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2/19/2006 11:07:00 PM

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2/17/2006 01:04:00 AM

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2/16/2006 10:37:00 PM

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2/16/2006 12:10:00 AM

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2/15/2006 11:32:00 PM

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2/14/2006 12:53:00 AM

Ayy! since when did i open my blog for public view again?! i mean..this was the layout that i intended to work on.. aah Fuck! it's soo damn gay.

i am superman ;
2/08/2006 08:08:00 PM

Since the closure of my blog, it's been a while since i actually wrote down my thoughts. I have kept them in my head and soon i realise..they fade away. The memories that i once held on to and cherished are fading away together with bad experiances that i have gone thru these past few weeks.

it's good that i'm forgetting the bad things that are happening to me but also it's bad that i'm forgetting those that are good. Somehow im feeling rather empty.

Yep Very empty indeed.

Other than that,I have learned to uphold the responsibilities of free speech in this past few weeks. that some times not saying anything is better than expressing what you feel. Of course sometimes you have to let out a lil steam but... i guess it's better that whatever i say doesn't land on human ears, even if it's your closest friend.

One thing about a closest friend is that at any moment of any time,that closest friend can just be your greatest enemy. For he knows all and would sometimes say all if he wants to about you. It's just dangerous. With that, thats why right now, i'm keeping everything to myself. Of course by doing that, i won't have much interaction with anyone but i'll learn how to squeeze things out of ppl.

So far, things are getting along quite alright. I mean i went out with Naad last sat but i didn't go on a rampage telling the whole world ( im sooo exaggerating ) or the least... my friends. They only knew it the night before or on the day itself when they saw it for themselves.

i'm quite proud of myself. Well i have to go for my last CRE tutorial now. School's gonna end soon. sadd.

taa!

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2/07/2006 09:51:00 AM