Wednesday, August 10, 2005
9th of august.... a day which i can never forget. Funny how things just happen when you don't even plan it and somethings that you've been planning for months is likely not to happen? A fine example was yesterday.
i shan't say much but seriously...Things happened and i must say that those things are so pleasant. yesterday, i ran into some shit which i didn't expect but at the same time... for the first time after a long time..i finally had a shoulder to cry on..literally. (thank you!)
One of The most cruel things that shaf would ever do just occured yesterday. Ya know after a long time of not seeing her and when i finally got the chance to see her which we did have an enjoyable time...the last thing you would ever hear when you're so affected by her is...
I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOU!
That ladies and gentlemen was what happened to me. Ya know i don't get it.
last week when she was in her busy period...she had time to go out with her friends and have a nice time.
She Even watched Initial D which she didn't even tell me about it. But she didn't make time for me...when i tried my best no matter how busy i was whether or not i was in the lab or in a lecture. I always thought about her...i was always honest to her.
but sadly... she couldn't even make the effort to see me...she wasn't really a portrait of honesty.
I don't feel appreciated.
Thinking back about the other time when i had to teach her differentiation...my sacrifice was futile. i was soo tired...but i did my best to make time for her.
there are 86400 seconds a day...BUT NOT EVEN ONE SECOND WAS SPARED FOR ME!
Am i that significant in her life now? most likely.
He venido a una decisión donde tendré que decir adiós a usted...
Giahara and andelighta..
-------------------- I SHALL THINK ABOUT YESTERDAY . . . . . --------------------------
SMILE!!! =)
