Tuesday, July 12, 2005
Hoho!!! Goood morning everyone!!!! hahaha! let me start of by saying that MONDAY IS OVER!!!! Today is tuesday!!!! wee~!!! not only i have my pants on it's firmly in place...i'm having a relaxing day at work today. last but not least!! i'll be having floorball practice later!!! and to top it all off... it's a day closer to the weekends!! hahah!
haaa...yesterday, i had a superbaaaad day. Seriously!!
let me summarise...
1) my pants fell down while i was running for the bus.
2) i had 2Litres of Shit to centrifuge and i only have 4 bottles to use. So essentially, i had to centrifuge about 20 times!!!!
3) after centrifuging, some idiot took my acetone and replaced it with Deionised water! so instead of adding acetone which i was supposed to...i added DI water!! That resulted in me RE- centrifuging the damn thing AGAIN!!!!
4) because of that, i went home late!
5) Some idiot stole my labcoat and goggles! so ...DIE DIE i must get it back! ESP the goggles!!
But...hahha! still..after such a bad day, i went back home and had a nice time. =) a really nice time.
Seandainya, ku dapat memilih,untuk tak pergidan tetap di sini..woo oh wooo..Anyway, lets get back to today...which is ultimately is TUESDAY!!!!!! =)
In the morning, i met my neighbour which i have not bumped into before though we've been living near each other for 13 years and just now was the first time that i actually had a conversation with her!! haha! yess!!! great neighbours aren't we? haha!
her name is nadiah by the way...but i don't know why but freakishly i kept calling her naadira!madness i tell you.
So...i talked to her and i found out something....
alot of JC ppl..namely those she knows are friggin immature!!!! i can't believe that there is such a thing as bitchified politics!! OMG!! WTF is that?! ahhaha
i mean...from what she explained to me...ppl just look at her and don't like her..that kinda thing...That is sooooooo secondary school stuffs sey!
nora...my ex..if you happen to read this blog of mine particularly this entry...tell yourself if you happen to be like this or those involved ( i shan't mention names) ...SERIOUSLY!!!!GROW UP PPL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Goodness!! thank god there is nothing like that in poly...everything is fine and dandy..
last time i assumed that JC ppl are still immature being in those uniforms and know nothing about how the real world is like....and also being really textbook based kinda ppl would still be like how they were in secondary school and i guess it's true!!
Alot of them have not yet blossomed to be young mature adults! well thats what i found out today from her.
So anyway.... i feel.. * smiles *....somewhat secure and safe. There are alot of bad things happening in my life yet...i'm doing ok...doing well in fact!
Things about shaf...i dont know...there's nothing more that i can say about it cept it's getting amorphous! sooner or later it's reason to exist will expire and just dissipate! This abstinence from her and just being her guardian angel aka pretty much a friend to reside in...it's..opening doors and making me move forward.
yeah she lied to me...and she keeps comparing herself to Rufi. yeah correct...Rufi has hurt me alot of times! ALOT!! and she has only lied to me once and deem that i hate her more than rufi. Claiming the reason being that i still love rufi and i am defending her!
- - - - - - - - - - R U B B I S H - - - - - - - - - - - - - i hate shaf...but i hated rufi more! logically cos she has done soo many things to hurt me...but the reason that hate has subsided was because i trully appreciate her honesty. No matter what...Rufi never did lie to me. No matter how much it hurts...she would tell me.
Rufi... is a nice girl... so is shaf... the only difference is how they unscrew their life and how they make a stand for themselves.
Rufi...even though i may not agree on what she believes in...at least...she's firm.. She believes in herself. If thats the course of action she feels would bring her out of the shit hole she's in. Though at the end of it..she may still find herself in the shithole...at least she learns that whatever course of action she took previously is not the working and will soon find another.
Her sheer determination that i can confidently deem as an unrivaled determination..is what that makes me respect her alot. Though we may have some bad blood...we worked things out...but the credits mostly goes to her... She did it..she made a stand...yeah she hurt me...but this gamble worked and here we stand... still being able to smile and talk to each other. =)
Rufi...if you're reading this...hey...seriously... i'm proud of ya. =)about my feelings towards Rufi? Haha! I'm sorry readers...i won't tell it here. only those who know me well and are close will know...
aah..finally.. a good entry in..
Well...i wanna get back to my report now.
a cinderella tale is in the making,it's about a prince to be king,it's about a love that never has an ending...pray for me ,in hopes that this love will lastand be strong.pray for me,in hopes that we will be together Two people stuck fastan eternity passed.
