Wednesday, June 01, 2005
PPL!!! i got a POSB account now!! Wee~! new month! a new card in the wallet!! man i feel soo grown up...haizz~!!! talking about growing up...seriously...i have to shave every now and then..and not to mention everywhere too!! khekhe!! *sticks out tongue* i'm learning how to drive and now i just remmebered that i have a final theory test this friday. i think i'm gonna flunk it man! i haven't studied a thing!! i'm sooo dead! D - E - A -D!!not too mention i'm dead tired too! waking up at 5.30 every morning! man it's killing me!! i can't take it! it's..ARRGH! unbearable! i can't believe that i'm working at A-STAR.. a renowned company but the heck!! it's at JURONG ISLAND!! and yeah i met phillip chee( my ex form teacher) just now and he told me that i can't work there! and damn right i can't! it's a govt thing and all govt things are bad! i wanna work at some private company or something! like the place where he is working...CHEVRON i wanna work there. He said that it's good to work in those kinda things..though the environment may suck but the pay is good!! Anyway i went out with princess jasmine again! i miss her alot.. though i'm abit pissed off about the stuff that she's going thru right now. i'm always getting myself into this kind of shit man! about her probs i don't know lah...she loves trouble and i don't know what to do. Seriously, i know how she is feeling right now but the thing is that...it's hard for her to let it go. i do wanna help her but i can't cos her feelings are involved and i can only go thus far and no farther!She have to be honest to herself and stop deceiving herself and others. Somehow i feel...deceived... = [ *pout* oh well i'm just gonna sit tight and gonna wait till something happens. In the mean time i'm gonna help her the best i can. *pats self* there there Faris..hang in there. things are good..really..it really is.Well...i need to go and rest now. sleepy sleepy...how i wish i could cuddle her. she's damn huggable...and damn fragile. Scared that i'll break her into 2 if i like hug her too tight or something.
i am superman ;
6/01/2005 11:13:00 PM