Saturday, March 19, 2005
Life is very fragile; love, hate, anger, envy and many more that makes it fragile
This is just so cool. Having a laptop is the best thing ever. The worst part of today is that I’m watching a walk to remember when my loved one is away from me.
Rufi is right now away from me… I know that although we are so far away, we still love each other. I know it because I can feel it. I know that no matter what, although right now she is with someone else…doing other things being busy with her stuff, I know that late at night, when the sun sleeps and the reign of the moon begins, when the sky is, when the lights of night shines… we’ll be thinking of each other.
Baby I know that one day you’re gonna read this and I just wanna tell you that I love you dearly and you’ll always be on my mind…always in my heart.
It’s been so long since I actually typed out an entry and how peculiar it is to be writing this on my dad’s laptop.
Yesterday night will a night that I’ll never forget. It was the most beautiful night ever and how heavenly it was to be with someone you love.
I always dreamed of this, and finally after so long, the dream came true.
We went to the sun plaza park at night after studying at school. Initially it was scary but hand in hand we walked into the park and our fears just dissipated. The calm surrounding and the serenity that surrounded us enclosed us into our own world and soon it was as if it was only just the 2 of us. (despite the fact there were so many people at the park playing at the playground) well yeah we walked and we found a comfy little bench to sit on and soon she was snuggling up in my arms. Sweeeeet~!!!! she was lying on my chest while i cuddle her up;both of us trying to stay warm as it was quite windy.>NOOOOO we didn't do anything obscene OK<all we did was to just enjoy the beautiful night sky under the canopy of trees. Ahh it was wonderful and guess who joined us!?!? ok more like..WHAT joined us.IT WAS A KITTY CAT!!!! ahhaha!!! sibok ajer!! KPO Zorro betul! the cat was soo cute! He wanted to snuggle up with us too! ahhaha!! firstly...he was just playing and sitting around with us. Then we started to lead him up to the bench with us and he did!!Soon...i was lying on the bench...Rufi was lying on my chest while the cat was lying on her chest and all 3 of us we snuggling up. Haha!! And the cat wanted to kiss and smell Rufi and it was sooo adorable!!!! hahahah!!! =)i don't know why but at times...the cat was looking around...don't really know why actually but i think that the cat was looking out for us. *shrugs* well yeah...we were all snuggling up when another couple near our bench came.And again... it was just us...me and rufi.we didn't talk alot but i knew that both of us felt alot. Oh her warmth is just soo indescribable! It made me feel secure. It was soo comfortable that both of us nearly fell asleep. but b4 that actually happens...we checked the time..and soon..it was time to go.we snuggled one last time and were soon back on our feet. When we stood up...we hugged each other for a very very long time...as if..it would be the last. after dancing for while under the moonlight...it was time to go...we walked quietly to the bus stop..not making much noise all the way there. And for some unknown reason, the place was relatively quite quiet! it was scary actually cos never in my whole entire life have i heard nearly NOTHING! at the place we were at which usually would be quite noisy. i told Rufi about it and yeah..she was afraid...so was i.After hug and a peck on the lips... she was off...As i watched her board the bus...the feeling of my soul slipping away was intensifying. The bus rolled away and saw the last glimpse of her searching for a seat in the bus...i closed my eyes...walked away from that place...feeling empty...There she goes...
i am superman ;
3/19/2005 04:28:00 PM
