Tuesday, February 22, 2005
today, i spent alot of time doing nothing...all i did was to laze around and i even skipped 2 hours of lecture!! i came early in the morning just to take a bloody easy test which i came half ann hour late for. ( oh that sucks ) i was late cos my parents didn't wake me up. i was studying till it was 3 yesterday even so i didn't complete my studies! i didn't really study the last few parts of Topic 3 uo2 but i remembered what teacher said so yeah that is why i could do the paper but was not able to complete it on time!! Nugget! i hate it...darn i tell you! i wanna score soo obadly for this subject but i can't...cos of my dumb errors.i'm sick of myself making dumb errors and i've been doing such errors not only recently but since the day i was a kid! whats wrong with me?! whats wrong with my brain!?!Seriousl i think i'm mentally challenged...somehow i think i'm just a mentally challenged boy trying to compete with the others who are normal. it as if i am lacking of brains when compared with the rest! whats wrong with me?!!??! Oh god this is frustrating. GOd is against me...ya know...maybe yeah thats it....God doesn't want to be rich! and God knows the reason!! BUT I WANAN BE RICH! I WANNA BE POWERFUL SO THAT I CAN GET RID OF MY ENEMIES WHEN I GROW UP!!!! THATS ONE OF THE REASONS WHY I WANNA BE RICH! WHEN I'M RICH...ALL THOSE WHO MADE ME SUFFER DURING MY TEENAGE YEARS SHALL SUFFER!!! THEY WILL SUFFER I PROMISE!!!!I'M GONNA SPIT AT THEM...I'M GONNA KICK THEM...I'M GONNA MAKE SURE THAT EVERY SINGLE ONE OF HIS FAMILY MEMBERS SUFFERS!!! I DON'T GIVE A SHIT!! I WANT TO SEE THEM LICKING MY SHIT...KISSING MY ASS! AND MOST OF ALL I WANT THEM TO CRAWL IN MY PRESENCE!!!!! WAHAHAAHHAHAAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DIE YOU SONS OF BITCHES!!!!!!!!i need a psychiatrist....BADLY...either that...or i just need a hug...yepp..a hug..i need a hug.... ='(
i am superman ;
2/22/2005 05:28:00 PM
