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Tuesday, February 15, 2005

hey to whoever is out there... =) i'm still alive but not really kicking. today is a very sad day for me. among all my friends, i was hit with the news first and this happened twice. It shattered my heart into pieces so small that it could pass through the eye of a needle. The 2nd blow virtually micronised the pieces even further. Alot of things have been going on...

On the morning of valentines', i got to know that my cuzzin tried to end his life..well thats what i assumed. he took 40 tablets of panadol. It's either that or he must have had a MAJOR headache! felt so sad but glad that i'm not on the verge of committing such acts. I know my life is full of sadness and disappointment but no matter what i know that somewhere sometime in my life i'm bound to be happy!

I guess i'm abit stronger than some. but anyway... the news that really broke my heart was that 2 of my favourite teachers are going to retire...

One of them is Mr Ong...my Design and technology teacher in secondary school. and the other is Mr phillip chee...my form teacher now in poly.

OUCH!

My jaw dropped when he told me the news.

it went like this...

Mr Phillip Chee : Faris, ok since you're here, here's the things that i need you to pass to your classmates.

Faris : sure sir...no problem. anyway Mr chee, about tomorrow's short meeting with you and the class..erm i think it's abit hard to have a meeting considering that we all have make up class at the time slot that you wanted to meet us. Do you think you can just push it further back? maybe after 5?

Mr Phillip : hmm..it's alright ..i just wanted to meet you guys up to pass you this and tell you something.

Faris : in that case i dont think thats a really a problem...you can meet us just a while, i'm sure Mr Wallace wouldn't mind. Anyway, whats up?

Mr Phillip : i won't be in school already.

Faris : oh ok...reservist training is it? Aiyar...don't worry...we can meet up anytime after 5.

MR phillip : no No...as in i won't be in TP anymore...

*At this point, if the school was quiet enough, i think everyone could here my heart shatter *

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Faris : but WHY?!!? where are you going?!!?

Mr phillip : i never had an intention to stay to begin with. anyway thats what i wanted to tell you guys as a class. i wanted to specially meet you guys tomorrow and tell you but faris i think you can just tell them.

faris : No sir...i think it's best that you meet us tomorrow...i'll tell them lah but...yeah..i think everyone would like to see you again..i've got to go now...got class...

Mr phillip: thanks...anyway..tomorrow i'll meet you guys.

i need a hug...

i am superman ;
2/15/2005 03:45:00 PM