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Wednesday, February 02, 2005

Hey Blog...it's been soo long since i actually poured my TRUE feelings out..i've been holding myself from telling it out here! Is it because i exposed this blog a lil too much? I don' t think so...it's just a handful of ppl that know about my blog and bloghoppers dont count. I guess it's because i really really want someone to hear me out.someone who i can lean on...it's been quite a while since my friends 'left' me.

I'm pretty much on my own now. Have no one to really talk to...actually i do...ya know...actually deep in my heart...i wanna talk it out to daphne...i don't know why. But...i guess since last time i've been telling her stuff and i really wish i would be close friends with her and likewise be her closefriend too. Now even more cos i am in contact with her again...

i really do wanna call her..but kinda shy and scared that we might talk Sooo much!! ok maybe i'd talk sooo much and things may go out of hand and well...at the end of the convo...nothing much that i'd like to say is actually said. Maybe the comfortability isn't there yet..but i hope i am able to reach that zone of comfort.
I guess there is really a HUGE barrier for us to overcome if we were to be close. I mean considering the racial differences...it's quite alot to conquer. She's really nice...

About Siti Adibah...i bumped into her again...She looks really really nice. She was wearing this black top with a Purple Shoal and as b4, he eyes sparkled like diamonds. I wanna get to know her...but i don't know why that there is this small voice inside me saying that i'm not worthy. only someone like my bestfriend shazni is able to know her.

Shaz and Siti Adibah are both very practical ppl...and yeah i'm not...i guess thats why i am so afraid of knowing her!

Anyway, About Jaja? heh...same story like all my other friends...Have their own stuff to do. Shaz got his own Gf to handle which already is a WHOLE lot to handle. Zul..oklah good thing he comes down for my sch's floorball training. Fahmi... not yet recovered...boring sey....

Haa....my urge to call daphne is really killing me..haha!crazy me...well..i've got nothing to do now...Suhaila going off to watch Tv...and i wanna go and buy something to eat!! I CRAVE FOR MEAT!!!!!!!!!!! hahah! think i'll fry some nuggets. taa~!



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2/02/2005 10:51:00 PM