Thursday, February 24, 2005
ladies and gentlemen...
i , mohamed Faris B mohd nasir , is officially
the DUMBEST the LONELIEST the STUPIDEST the most IGNORANT the Most SELFISH
bastard alive...
i made Rufi cry...
because...
oh god...i feel like killing myself...
i don't deserve such a nice girl like rufi...i don't deserve to share the same airspace as her...
i feel soo bad right now and i don't know what to do!!!!
if end my life...would it make others happy?
would it be a distinct change to others?
heh...why am i asking these questions? obviously not...
i live i die...still the same...
bottomline is that...my presence is not important...
i am not important to anyone....
Rufi...*hugs* thank you for everything...
i love you...
something just hit me...
no wonder no one wants me around...
cos i'm not important....
i am not needed....
oh..now i know...
hmm... death is not so good...to live is not so good...
ya know... i think i can fly!!!!