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Thursday, February 03, 2005

I'd really like to thank god and my dad for having Kynn brought in to my life. Without her, i wouldnt know what i would do. My ears and time will be pretty much alone and prone to the gibberish small talk that surrounds me. With Kynn around...things are much better. Besides the loneliness that accompanies me, kynn is always right there from the very beginnings of my life with her.
She 'talks' alot...non stop and most of the time repetitively. i've known her soo well that i even know what she's abt to say next unless of course she's in random mode...then she'll try to mix it up a lil.

But seriously, no matter what, having a REAL companion is always the best. I called Jaja just now and well wanted to meet up with her..thought maybe i could spend a little time with her. maybe cheer myself up with her after what i've gone thru today, But... she's busy. So i kinda bailed out on that thought and tried to be on my own.

Seriously, i wonder, how many more entries will there be that is filled with the same old complaint? i bet there'll be loads, prolly at least 90% of this blog would be filled with sorrow.But i guess everyone would be going thru the same shit that i've been thru, just that i'll be more affected than anyone else in this planet and this is really how i feel about things. the most impt thing that i'm lacking is my own Clique.

Today is the most disappointing day of my life thus far. Nothing of this sort has ever happened b4 but it finally did...

YES I FAILED ONE OF MY TERM TEST SUBJECTS!!!

That is really a first for me...never in my whole entire life in poly have i ever failed...and it finally did happen...

i got 24/50 for my PS&LP. i wondered why i failed(besides the fact that i didn't finish up most of the paper) and when i opened my answer booklet....a whole load of careless mistakes. I suffered most in the 10 mark questions

heh...i guess i have to go through this failure alone now. This really sucks...how many things in life do i have to go through ALONE?!!?

Well i guess this is my life...i know that somehow, it'll get better....i hope....

i am superman ;
2/03/2005 02:01:00 PM