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Tuesday, January 11, 2005

First of all...i would just like to say that this monday is as per normal.. No Rufi...no friends...just plainly lonliness. Today...i learned something new... something that i should always remember..

Even when i'm alone, i know that there are ppl who love me...i have to have faith in that. They are being a true friend by loving me even when i'm not around...but am i? no...i just wail out and rant away like a madman with tears in my eyes... demanding so much!

That...ppl..is positive thinking...

I'm not really good at controlling my emotions right now cos...it's been so long that i've been keeping it inside! i need someone to let it all out...

Just now....at school, i couldn't take it anymore...i needed to cry everything out but i couldnt! THere was no other place to cry! So i just let is simmer down inside me.

i really need a hug. Its been sooo long since i actually got a hug. I mean...a real real hug. I miss rufi terribly...i really do...all i feel like doing is just snuggling up in her arms and cry...

oop...look at the time...i've got to finish up my work. Take care all... *waves weakly*


i am superman ;
1/11/2005 12:00:00 PM