Friday, January 28, 2005
If Someone were to give me a penny for my thoughts...i would use that penny to buy me a hug...
i need a hug...
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1/28/2005 01:01:00 AM
Wednesday, January 26, 2005
I went out with daphne today!! Weee~! hahah! sooo happy... *grinz* man! after sooo long i actually met her again! THe first was when i went to her place with Lih tyng...though i didn't really see her that much but somehow i did manage to remember what she wore and what she was doing!
Man....i can still remember her...in her pyjamas and check out those braces! hahaha! she looked soo adorable! But my my ...look at her now...she's one heck of a lady... *3 thumbs up* and guess what! she takes up ballet and can play the chello!!! yay! =)
Well...my day was pretty great.
Firstly..i had to meet up for CSAS meeting which was like a waste of time...came late...then did this and that,did my part then dah! viollah! i'm done!! so what i did was watch a movie to let time pass by and had lunch with Meiling.
by then...haha! i was off to meet my 'date'. Actually......i was supposed to go for zaheed's party! but yeah...after days and days of weighing out between those 2...I chose to spend time with daphne!! :D
Here's the thinking process days b4 the event.
day 1
Zaheed party = Rufi, Jaja, khadijah and many many friends and it's gonna be a big turn out..
Outing = daphne my old buddy...
Day 2
Zaheed party = Alot of food and ppl!
outing = daphne is nice to talk to...( we talked from 11pm - 5-30+am.[22nd jan] Nuts i tell you)
Day 3
zaheed party = it's all about zaheed and chem eng ppl
outing = Daphne talks alot!!! ( like me!!! )
Day 4
zaheed party = i am sure i'm just gonna end up eating and yeah...sitting around and thats all
outing = SPend a Great time with her...
Decision!
i wanna go out with daphne...cos i may never ever have such an opportunity to do so in the future.. =)
FACT
had LOADS of fun spending time with her... Would love to spend loads of time with her again. =)
aww man!! i'm starting to miss her already!
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1/26/2005 01:30:00 AM
Monday, January 24, 2005
First and foremost..i'd like to claim this day...the MOST exhausting day EVER so far!! Seriously! i'm sooo tired now!!! But i wanna blog to cover up for what happened yesterday..
Anyway!!! THE SKIT WAS A BIG HIT!! wahahha! It was...CRAZY i tell you!!! hahaha! So many ppl loved it!! they were laughing and laughing the whole time!!!! but seriously...those laughs had a pricetag that comes along with it... EXCRUCIATING PAIN!!!! I think i have to have to go to the doc cos my back's kinda swelled up. Dumbass medic...i tell you... if i was really in pain and they were real medics...i'd rather die right there! cos eventually!! i might Die on the way to the hospital! it was NUTS i tell you!!! the Dumbass medic..picked me up and THREW me on the stretcher!! AND HE MISSED!! so i ended up on the floor again!! THEN! they picked me up and AGAIN!! THREW me on the stretcher!! Only this time...they didn't miss!! but so didn't the pole in the centre of stretcher that supported the whole structure!! It Hit my hip SOooo hard!!! that for that sec!! i thought i broke my hip!!!
Yeah sure!!everyone loved the skit...but...really...GOD...i didn't know the stunts were actually REAL!! Gee...seriously... my class impromptu skills are *thumbs up* awesome i tell you... how can we not be good at situations that require spontaneous actions when we have THE KING of impromptu...Sivam! and his proteges in training...ME (wee~!!) Xiew and wen qing!
GoD i'm soo tired! i really really am....i had training just now...Bleargh!! i only scored 2 goals.. the rest!! Heh! it's either the keeper saved it..OR!! it hit the Irritating posts!
But seriously...the Move of the day was when i solo-ed through nearly the whole opposing team!! yay!! so happy!!ahaha! Ok it went like this....
THe opposing team was on the attack. They shot relentlessly at the keeper and at the defence but they still couldn't score!! Faris runs around the flank trying to mark a player...THEN!! a bad pass was intercepted by Faris and there he was!! standing there! He looks up only to find 4 opposing players separating him from the net... In a split second...he makes a decision to weave through the obstacles that was laid ahead of him. IT WAS THE ONLY WAY COS TIME WAS RUNNING OUT AND THERE WEREN'T any of Faris' team mates ahead!!
In just 3 quick steps...he approaches the first defender... he fakes to the Right!! THe defender bought the fake! and Faris TURNS LEFT only to find himself head to head with another defender! A swift shift to the right and he breaks thru!! he outpaced the 3rd defender and there he was.. running...head on to the net...the last D-man...was no where in the sights of Faris. Faris takes a look at goal...HE SPOTS AN OPENING at theTOp left hand corner! FaRis WINDS UP AND HE SHOOTS! The LAST D-MAN tried to poke the ball away!!! BUT NO!! HE MISSES THE BALL ONLY TO POKE FARIS' STICK!
BOOOM!! phhhheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwww!! (Flying sound) The BALL WHIZZES RIGHT BY THE ear of the LASt D-mAn! the ONly MAN THAT BALL HAS TO BEAT!! IS THE KEEPER HIMSELF!!!
THE KEEPER SAW THE BALL DARTING STRAIGHT TOWARDS GOAL!! HE DIVES!! BUT HIS REACTION TIME WAS A SPLIT SECOND TOO LATE AND
GOOOOOOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALLLL!!!!! FARIS SCORED THE LAST GOAL OF THE GAME!!!
OLE~!
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1/24/2005 11:42:00 PM
Sunday, January 23, 2005
Helooo Helloo-ooh-oooh!! Man!! it's a habit to log on to blogger... type a few words and then.. -poof-. This entry is supposed to be done by 7pm ++ but haha looky at the timey~ it's 8.50!! hahaha! and i'm just at the start of my entry...crazy i tell you!
Ok....again..i did it..it's 9.16 pm...
THats it! i'm Abandoning this entry! ahahah!!
Taa~!
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1/23/2005 09:16:00 PM
Friday, January 21, 2005
portrait view 2
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1/21/2005 10:02:00 PM
portrait view 1
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1/21/2005 10:00:00 PM
check it out...
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1/21/2005 09:58:00 PM
behold..the majestic flight of the mighty Phoenix
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1/21/2005 09:56:00 PM
life's memories.. are like a box of pockets
pockets filled with pennies
Pennies like memories..
Memories...each one a special moment
seemingly small in value
but each holds a sentiment no other can replace
and remembered when one's fingers run through the coins
letting each memory fall with the rythematic beat of life...
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1/21/2005 09:44:00 PM
HELLOOOO~!!! Haha!! My Term Tests ARE OVER!!!! Weee~! Finally!! i can sleep in peace!! The past few days has been pretty tough on me..had loads to study. But somehow..for the first time, i feel alright and not quite as stressed as before. As a matter of FACT! I am not at all!!! But seriously...i'm still afraid...cos i screwed Up UO2 paper. It was easy...but i guess i was too Jumpy and i made LOADS of careless mistakes for section B!! that means i lost 20 marks already!!!!! Darn it...but hooowell i guess everything will be alright i hope.
ANYWAY!!! I'm Sooo happpy!!! Cos ya know why?! COOOOOOOOs!!!! *Drumroll* Coooosss I just hooked up with a very old friend of mine!!! DAPHNE!! YAy!!! Man!! it's been soo long since i talked to her. Dunno where she's been but i'm ever soo glad that i can still chat to her! Haha!
just a day b4 PS&Lp test, i was up the whole night CHATTING TO HER!! Seriously! i should have studied...but nah...with a soo much to catch up on...hahhaa!! i could just forget about studying. IT was sooo fun chatting to her.We talked all night long till 4 am!! wahah!! and my paper was at 11am! and yeah she took off her braces already!i bet she's got a nice set of teeth now! *winks*
Seriously...it's kinda weird how we got to know each other. and i've only met with her only ONCE!! And that was when i was sec 3! i met her at her house...and even then i didn't get a good look of her. All i know she looked soooo adorable in her pyjamas. wahahah!!! Besides that...seriously...man...her house is sooooooo NICE!!! man !! i would love to live in her house! SOooo wow! that the nicest house that i've ever been to!! I don't really remember her address but i sure know where her house is... =) and i still go there just to take a look at it!! ahahah! hmmm maybe i'll drop by next week...and yeah..prolly this time...i'll ring the bell ya!
Anyway, where is she man? she's not online! so sad... and Tonsillitis ain't making things better at all!! *pout* it hurts! hoowell...i guess i'll go offline now..
*waves* take care all!
PS: Due to comments abt my blog being too colourful; neon,
Future entries will be mostly white... =)
Yours Sincerely,
the Management Team of this blog (wahaha!)
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1/21/2005 09:26:00 PM
Thursday, January 20, 2005
life's memories.. are like a box of pockets
pockets filled with pennies
pennies.. each one a special moment
seemingly small in value
but each holds a sentiment no other can replace
and remembered when one's fingers run through the coins
letting each memory fall with ......
~ Tan Shuowen Daphne
thanks daffy... =) this entry is dedicated to you...
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1/20/2005 03:28:00 AM
Monday, January 17, 2005
Crazy man on the loose...
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1/17/2005 11:53:00 PM
Hilmi wants to fly...whispers: He's "High" !!!
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1/17/2005 11:52:00 PM
is he gonna jump?
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1/17/2005 11:50:00 PM
the famous batman pose
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1/17/2005 11:49:00 PM
walk the strut...
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1/17/2005 11:48:00 PM
crazy friend...
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1/17/2005 11:48:00 PM
Hail The King of the bench at business..
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1/17/2005 11:47:00 PM
Saturday, January 15, 2005
Dan and Jasmine are sitting alone inthe parkone night....
Dan: I guess we are the left overs in this world
Jasmine: I think so...All of my friends haveboyfriends and we are only the 2 persons leftinthis world with out any special person in our life
Dan: Yup I don't know what to do
Jasmine: I know! We'll play a game
Dan: What game?
Jasmine: i'll be your girl friend for 30 days andyouwill be my boy friend
Dan: That's a great plan in fact i don't havenothing to do much this following weeks...
DAY 1:
They watch their first movie and they bothtouchedin a romantic film
DAY 4:
They went to the beach and have a picnic...Danand Jasmine have their quality time together
DAY 12:
Dan invited Jasmine to a circus and they rideon a Horror House....Jasmine was scared andshe touched Dan's hand but she touchedsomeone else's hand and they both laughed...
DAY 15:
They saw a fortune teller down the road andtheyasked for their future advice and the fortunetellersaid: "My darling, Please don't waste the time of your life...SPend the rest of your time together happily" Then tears flow out from the teller'seyes
DAY 20:
Jasmine invited Dan to go to the hill and theysaw a meteor...Jasmine mumbled something
DAY 28:
They sat on the bus and because of a bumbyroadJasmine gave her first kiss to Dan by accident
DAY 29:
11:37pmJasmine and Dan sat in the park where theyfirst decided to play this game...
Dan: I'm tired Jasmine...Do you want any drinks? I'll buy you one.. I'll just go down the road
Jasmine: Apple Juice that's all
Dan: Wait for me....
20mins later... a stranger approached Jasmine
Stranger: Are you a friend of Dan?
Jasmine: Why yes? What happened?Stranger: A reckless drunken driver ran overdan and he is critical in the hospital
11:57pm
The doctor went out of the emergency room and he handed out an apple juice and a letter
Doctor: We found this in dan's pocketJasmine reads the letter and it says:
Jasmine, This past few days, i realized you areareally cute girl and i am really falling for you..Your cherish smile your everything when we played this game..... Before this game would end...I would like you to be my girl friend for the rest of my life....I love you Jasmine....
Jasmine crumples the paper and shouted:"Dan ! i don't want you to die... I love you...Remember that night when we saw ameteor, I mumbled something... I mumbledthat Iwish we would be together forever and neverendthis game. Please don't leave me Dan.... I loveyou! You cannot do this to me!"
Then the clock strikes 12 Dan's heart stop pumping
THEN IT WAS THE 30TH DAY
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1/15/2005 12:03:00 AM
Tuesday, January 11, 2005
First of all...i would just like to say that this monday is as per normal.. No Rufi...no friends...just plainly lonliness. Today...i learned something new... something that i should always remember..
Even when i'm alone, i know that there are ppl who love me...i have to have faith in that. They are being a true friend by loving me even when i'm not around...but am i? no...i just wail out and rant away like a madman with tears in my eyes... demanding so much!
That...ppl..is positive thinking...
I'm not really good at controlling my emotions right now cos...it's been so long that i've been keeping it inside! i need someone to let it all out...
Just now....at school, i couldn't take it anymore...i needed to cry everything out but i couldnt! THere was no other place to cry! So i just let is simmer down inside me.
i really need a hug. Its been sooo long since i actually got a hug. I mean...a real real hug. I miss rufi terribly...i really do...all i feel like doing is just snuggling up in her arms and cry...
oop...look at the time...i've got to finish up my work. Take care all... *waves weakly*
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1/11/2005 12:00:00 PM
Sunday, January 09, 2005
I WILL SMILE ...
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1/09/2005 02:36:00 PM
Here i go ... scream my heart out...but to no avail of neither ears nor shoudlers to fall upon. The cries of my heart just ripples away and dies down to the silence that i've been banished to. Piece by piece, my life crumbles. I get emptier by the day. Is there no one? No one that i can lean on besides my untrustworthy self?
it's really really sad, that day by day...the Fact that i don't have anyone to really lean on is setting in me. I don't know why, but why does everyone seem so busy? Is it a mistake for me to actually make time? Make time for who? make time for nobody...
Now...when i'm free after im done with my revision...i always sit down alone... doing basically NOTHING but just veg out and look at my phone...just waiting...and waiting. Waiting for someone to message me or call me...but...no one does. I sit down...just watching the sun set, feeling the breeze carressing my face and frolicking my hair.
Is there anyone that i can lean on? if there is...where are they?
Now...my circle of acquintainces are getting slightly bigger...but my friends are leaving me...my close friends...the ones closest to my heart...they are all gone...gone...only to come back only...only when the wind whispers my name to them.
I wonder...why am i faced with such a challenge? Is it because i am better off on my own as the song goes? sigh~...Somehow when i'm alone... the only problems that i have...is with myself and i'm not really affecting anyone. Although there is a saying...that no matter what...someone somewhere out there... needs me. For now...i don't see anyone who needs me...in fact...i don't see anyone who needs me since last time...
I guess no one needs me right now...
i better pack-up and go to training now...
i miss Rufi alot... i think of her each time my heart beats...*muacks*
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1/09/2005 02:35:00 PM
Thursday, January 06, 2005
a tribute to my friend Zul. hope you like it man. I'll make some modifications later.
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1/06/2005 01:17:00 AM
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
Hello helloo!! =) haha! First of all..today...it was a better than avg day. Came to school and finshed up UO2 project! WOOHOO! then...i went out to mAcs with Alvin!! I dont know but...seriously...i'm getting closer to my classmates and seriously...they are quite a fun bunch to be with! hahah!
My new Word : Le BooB! or Le Tetek!
yes! it means Tits! haha!
me and sivam were talking about French cos our classmate meiling was Studying for her French test...so there...we were talking...about meet the Fockers then skali...the point about the Rubber boob..thats where the Word...Le boob was borned! HAha! it's just the words BooB (Tits) but with a touch of french to it. Wahhaha!!
anyway, yesterday...i had a hockey match! Bad shit happened...played well until me and shaz were discriminated sey! Nugget!
On our way home...it was a pretty quiet walk back...then skali..i met NORA SABRINA!!! Omg!! she's still to Tiny as before!! SOOOO CUTE AND ADORABLE!! Man...if only she allowed me...i would just for once or twice...OK OK! prolly alot of times.... i would want to Carry her and Throw her up into the air and catch her! THen...i'd squeeze the life out of her...not literally of course.
I tried to talk to her...but yeah...i guess she still hates me...besides...her Bf was there. So yeah...we didn't talk much...just a few words exchanged between us...she wasnt even looking at me while talking. But yeah...he bf looked sternly at me though.
Wookay! anyway, life...it's pretty usual just that...well zul has stopped playing hockey....thats really really sad sey. I mean...b4 i joined them to play hockey...they were saying that they will never stop hockey and all that..and now..look what has happened. i just hope that we can still play one day again...soon...
Well...my term tests are coming up?! Will me and rufi make it?! i'm not so sure...it all depends on her. but i very much would want to go on with things...i love her alot...i really do...
i do'nt know why but, it's really really so fun being around her... to hear her laughter...to see her smile...and the best part...when we're cuddling and snuggling up.. =). i just love it..when we laugh and laugh...then we just get closer and closer..then...just rest on each other while smilling away...aah...so blissful.
Hoowell...back to studying...have lots to cover...Take care now everyone... =) *waves*
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1/05/2005 11:55:00 PM
Sum 41 - pieces
I tried to be perfect but nothing was worth it
I don't believe it makes me real
I thought it'd be easy but no one believes me
I meant all the things that I said
if you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
just to see if it would show
that I'm trying to let you know
that I'm better off on my own
this place is so empty
my thoughts are so tempting
I don't know how it got so bad
sometimes it's so crazy that nothing can save me
but it's the only thing that I have
if you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
just to see if it would show
that I'm trying to let you know
that I'm better off on my own
I tried to be perfect it just wasn't worth it
nothing could ever be so wrong
it's hard to believe me
it never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along
if you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
just to see if it would show
that I'm trying to let you know
that I'm better off on my own
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1/05/2005 11:37:00 PM
Tuesday, January 04, 2005
PST journal 3
Hoooboy!!! When it comes to PST i'll Never Skip it! No matter how late i will be for the classes. TOday, i came late.. VERY VERY late for i had some personal matters that i had to attend to at home. was sick and yeah...had a bad case of diarrhoea and yeah had to solve it at home. THere's no where else that i wanna resolve THAT kind of matter anywhere else besides home. It's just me!! *shrugs*
Anyway, i still managed to catch up with the group and chip in a few ideas. Today, the class learned more about brainstorming. Although i didn't really get the impt points that Mr roland would always give us b4 starting out on our group discussion,i guess i'm lucky enough to have such great grp members who helped me get back on track! Seriously, i'm truly grateful to have met them and also to have a teacher like Mr Roland.
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1/04/2005 11:04:00 PM
Sunday, January 02, 2005
"Life's memories are like a box of pockets... memories like pennies in a pocket. Always there but always forgotten until you stumble upon it. "
Faris aka sAvFerris
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1/02/2005 10:35:00 PM
I have nothing much to Type...but more to be heard...seriously...alot of things happened.
here's the highlights...
New Year's eve...
- went out with shaz
- went to airport
- approached by a lady named Ivy who wanted to ask me out
- Ivy is nearly 30 years old.
- met syuhada
- all 3 went out together
- bought shaz's shoes
- went back
- Rufi is not contactable
- celebrated new year alone
- Studied for a while
- slept at 4am due to LOTR trilogy showcase going on at my house
1st day of 2005
- woke up in the afternoon
- studied with Jaja
- met shaz
- THEN I MET SITI ADIBAH!!!!!!!!!
- went to watch shaz play soccer
- set up a surprise for shaz with syu
- went for a movie with them (Meet the Fockers)
- something happened in the movie...
about that point, i would like to go a little in depth.
see...what happened in the movie...shazni was sandwiched between me and Syuhada. Well...in the movie...the popcorn was with shaz cos that was the best place for us 3 to share the popcorn. SO yea...we were sharing the popcorn...then...i was watching the cool adverts there..and well i wanted some popcorn...so i blindly reached my hand out to get some popcorn...but...suddenly...i felt something else...it was syuhada's hand!! Then both of our hands were frozen for a split sec and after that...i just gave way to her to get the popcorn first. seriously...in my opinion...that was the sweetest things that one would see in a movie...but not experiance it!! it didn't happen once but!! twice!! or more i think!! hooboy...then shaz got no mood to it...felt soo bad that such a thing would happen man. i didn't mean for such a thing to happen...but yeah...it did.. *shrugs* hoowell...
anyway...messaging Siti...i know that it's not going to last long...but i'm gonna make the best out of things.anyway....NEXT POINT!!
- went back home
- Rufi...dead....
- studying....
goodnight folks...
ps: enjoy the song...
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1/02/2005 12:55:00 PM
Behold and be amazed...at my camera...
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1/02/2005 01:40:00 AM
hmmm....
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1/02/2005 01:32:00 AM
smokin~!
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1/02/2005 01:30:00 AM
Saturday, January 01, 2005
Josie and the pussycats - You don't see me
This is the place where I sit,
This is the part where I love you too much.
Is this as hard as it gets?
'Cause I'm getting tired of pretending I'm tough
I'm here if you want me
I'm yours, you can hold me
I'm empty and achin'
and tumblin' and breakin'
'Cause you don't see me
And you don't need me
And you don't love me
The way I wish you would
The way I know you could
I dream a world where you understand
I dream a million sleepless nights
I dream of fire when you're touching my hand
But it twists into smoke when I turn on the lights
I'm speechless and faded
It's too complicated
Is this how the book ends?
Nothing but good friends?
'Cause you don't see me
And you don't need me
And you don't love me
The way I wish you would
The way I wish you would
This is the place in my heart
This is the place where I'm falling apart
Isn't this just where we met?
And is this the last chance that I'll ever get?
I wish I was lonely
Instead of just only-
Crystal and see-through and not enough to you
Cause you don't see me
And you don't need me
And you don't love me
The way I wish you would
Cause you don't see me
And you don't need me
And you don't love me
The way I wish you would
The way I know you could
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1/01/2005 01:36:00 AM
The Last Entry of 2004
" i love you...and i know i always will... Am i in your arms right now? ... Only God has the answer to this question in my mind. "
That Rufi, is the last entry in my diary...i didn't make it...
Haiizz....*looks at my arms* ...no Rufi...you're not in my arms...but you're in Rizals'. God knew the answer to this question in your mind long long ago..
You're gone now... the past few days, you're with Rizal all the way. Your heart's swayed to him in full swing...i don't think you love me anymore...i hope not.... *prays hard*.
i miss you very much...but how i wished you'd know...how much i need and yearn for your love...
I love you Rufi...i love you...my one and only...
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1/01/2005 01:01:00 AM
