Monday, December 06, 2004
Hello hello!!!! hahah i'm back! yes yes...long time never update yarr??? well many reasons why i havent been updating my blog.
Reasons...
1) There's nothing to update about.
2) nothing interesting to update.
3) i don't wanna update
4) i was on lazy mode
5) err...lets see...oh yeah... i was more interested in DRAWING!!! hahaha!!
Look!! i can draw!! Waahah!! so happy!! man to think that i once hated drawing and i failed art when i was in sec 1 and 2.i was a hardcore SCIENCE person back then.
Now...haha...oklah...learning deeper about the subject is killing me!! last time i used to top the level/ class sooooo easily!! close eyes also can do very well. Hahah!! man...those were the days...sigh sigh sigh~.
But yeah...they all belong in my book of memories...to be cherished and relived/recapped from time to time.
Anyway!! i'm at school now and i must say it's pretty peculiar blogging at school...oh yeah...school started and today is the first day of school. *shakes head* my goodness...i already have to attend tutorials and labs in the first week!!!!! and the subjects are soo damn boring!! Trust miss lena sim to educate a bunch of huu-haas... i mean...where's TIN LIN!?!?!?
Mr Tin Lin's the heart of chemical engineering and he's no where to be seen!!!! WHERE IS HE?!!?!? DID HE RETIRE!!?!?! NOOOO!! it can't be!!! TIN LIIIIIIIIIIIIINNNN!!!!! where are you?!?!?!?!!?
haiz...oh well...school's gotta go on! Hey at least there's Mark Tan... =) way hey! Cheers! that Mark Tan's one amazing guy...really...his lessons... Short Sharp and Simple.
Today...i walk around school with a new haircut and i realise that alot of ppl are looking at me!!! man...my haircut's really bad i think...but.. at least...i don't hear comments flying around about my head. So not bad really. Thank God i'm around matured ppl...well.. i hope they are... :/
Well... here's a lil update about my life... whatever that i've been going thru during the hols..
For starters...
mY lOve LiFe...
i just have one thing to say about it...it sucks.... Yes yes...Rufi's gone...she wants me to bugger off from her life cos she doesn't want to hurt me anymore. noble thing to do...but hurts like mad!
lesson to be acquired : Love hurts...
Realisation to be made :
i need to upgrade myself.
WHY??
reason : (refer to story 1)
Story 1
Not too long ago from today...i met someone on IRC by chance. I was finding for my online buddy that i used to play trivia games with there at IRC. i wanted to ask her how she was and by gad!! she has a new son!!! hahah! her 3rd one already...my my...she's been busy eh! I've not talked to her for 2 years already and i met her online by chance while i was trying to download songs (hush!! dont tell the cops!!) Well yeah she approached me online and i started to talk to her. On that day..my com was experiancing major probs due to a virus and i had to log off...told her that i'll be coming in again to talk to her.
So yeah...the next day went to IRC and i clicked on the old nick that she used to use 2 years back!SKALI SALAH ORANG SEY!!! I say man!! i said lots of shit and after 10 mins of crapping on my own...THEN that girl tells me that i've got the wrong person. was talking to her about religion and astronomy!! and that girl found me intrigueing!!! and she started to talk to me!! hahah!! my goodness...she said she was interested in that area too... she's Rufi's age...but have gone thru much more shit than anyone i know.
She Changed and she's now...well...a good person...man...she's lucky..her current BF is some religious guy. well thats what she claims lah. She told me about her old probs and from there...suddenly...i felt how rufi felt.
It hit me hard...that...i wasn't paying much attention to Rufi. i was soo much into studying and doing well. i tried tagging her along but she didn't study much and I finally truely understand how she felt...
Although while we are studying together....it's not what she wants...it's not what we call it... Quality Time. =(
But then again... there wasn't much time for me to spend THAT kinda time with her...it's no wonder that she always runs back to Rizal. (to understand more..refer to Story 2 in next update)
To simplify things...let me put it into an equation...
(Specific Parts Of Me) + ( Time and attention that Rizal can afford to give) = One big Happy Rufi.
Well...i guess it's too late for me to realise that...Rufi doesn't want me anymore... =( so sad.
Well kids...here's a lesson... when it comes to Love... Mums and Dads knows best! So kids... when they tell you that you are too young to get a Gf/Bf... LISTEN TO THEM!!!!
[*NOTE: To understand better..refer to Story 3 in future updates]
Be smart...Like Jaja...haha!! SHe lets other ppl get hurt and she learns about Love from there...
JAJA' S Choice...it's the choice Smart Ppl make. Whaha!! *winks at jaja* But then again... the best way to learn is to experiment and go thru it yourself. Jaja...don't worry..you have me to tell you about love...and Lust too...* winks* WAHAHAHAHA!!! Cheeky me!
Ya know i have LOADS to say...but i shan't complicate things further... my entry is getting too complex..actually...the more i write the more merepek. Anyway...i need to go now! take care!!!!
