Sunday, December 12, 2004
Losses... *shakes head* Ladies and gentlemen...i would like to pose a question...what is a great loss to you?
To me...a great loss is a loosen bond with someone that i truly love and cherish
My first week in school... seriously...it sucks... haha! i think by now...you can actually know what it's all about...but for those...who doesn't know the story...yes...its about Rufi...and YES! this blog is all about Rufi..
11th of december just passed...and she wrote..
" December. The end of the year. A new chapter, a new beginning? I don't know. Words written in pencil... your choice..to let it stay or be erased away."
Rufi my dear... This is our last 11th of the year... with each tick of the clock...my hearts aches more and more..seconds come like pins that strike my heart with each tick.
a new semester...a new beginning...
From what i remember you said,you were never there for me...dear... you were there...only that you never realised. a proof to my statement...look back on the 6th of December...you were there...to start my semester.. you were there...together with me...
i have nothing much to say...cos now, i'd rather let actions lead the way. my actions will be subtle...but meaningful... i promise you...
i beg you...see through me...
know what my heart is trying to show...
Boy... ya know sometimes...i thank god that i have a blog. It makes me feel soo much better. *wipes tears away* yep...feeling abit better... Man...i should recommend all loners to have a Blog...
Anyway...i need to start up a plant as my tutorial. HAha!! and i've chosen to have a petroleum plant!! and i'm gonna Call it EF!! (pronounce it as the letter F) then my slogan would be....
Can't sHell it UP??? THEN EF IT UP!!!!
Ahaha!! that'll be cool! anywya!! man! i love designing a plant! I wanna design a plant!! i just hope it doesn't blow up sey. Man...i can't believe i'm already into these kinda stuff...and to think..this is only Diploma level!! what more at Uni!! what would i learn?! THis is soo exciting...i really wanna know. i can't imagine hwat it's likie to actually know how basically everything works!!
i remember my first week of school in year one...after that week...i kinda look into things at the molecular level. I mean when i drink,i can imagine whats going on in the water that i drink!! that i'm not just drinking H2o but also H30(hydronium) !!
hooboy..it's 2am and i'm still up playing the computer. I'm supposed to be studying!!! but i'm not!! Zul's talking to Fadh...thinking about nat and here i am not asleep but look at fidz!! she's long gone...never gonna be waken up with anything else but the sound of the morning gong!
ooooo~!!rhyme-y... hahha! ok! i better get off the com now. Farewell and goodnight to all...to all whoever that reads this blog...
i am superman ;
12/12/2004 02:02:00 AM
