Monday, December 20, 2004
Hey there all...to whoever is reading my blog..ahha! ya know...i doubt that ppl are reading my blog...oh c'mon...it's a members only thing ya know....yeah something like that...ok lets get started...
hello there to all!! yes yes...i'm back...and guess what....SCHOOL started a week ago and it's pretty tough but damn Fun! I mean..i'm learning some Tranplace transformation SHIT!! It's WAHAHA! It's soo Fun! makes me feel so...professional! Khekhe! there are soo many numbers...and alphabets and you turn this and that...from the time related domain to a transplace domain denoted by S...then once done...you convert it back into the time domain again to get your final answer.
Cool stuffs those!Anyway...boy...i miss Rufi like crazy. I can never forget the day that we spent the whole entire day together!! Well almost..but seriously...if i had been given an opportunity...i'd like to put her to bed and watch her sleep the whole night!And IF lah...my parents allowed Rufi to stay over at my house...man...it would be... *2 thumbs up*... POWER!
Sigh...THink of the fun time we'll have...
Seriously...if she could stay over...we'd play XBOX and PS2 together...then when we're tired...prolly take a nap. Then prolly..i'd wake up first...then cook her something for dinner. then...the moment she wakes up...yes of course...give her a kiss( i can't resist it man when she's looking like that) then let her have her dinner outside at the backyard. We'll eat and talk over dinner... then prolly watch a movie at my place.
man i can just imagine us...snuggling up together with a blanket in the aircon-ed room at the back* Rufi knows where this place is*. Then...after the movie...i'll make her a cup of passionfruit tea/ hot chocolate.. and sit down on the swing to enjoy the breeze and serenity.
Prolly...after a while...she'll be falling asleep and yeah...i hope my mum lets her stay at my place for a night (hopefully forever) and well...yeah...soo...i'll carry her up to the back room and let her sleep there...
i'll tuck her into bed and watch her sleep. Man...it'd be soo cool if i actually fall asleep with her. Sighh...i tell you..it would be the best nights that i'll ever have! i don' t have to be afraid of waking up from a dream about her...cos when i wake up..she'll be just beside me. Aaah...i wish it would be a reality. It will be the best sleep that i'll EVER have.
What more that i can ever ask for but to see her beside me every morning i wake up?
Faris...snap out of it...she's with Rizal now. I tried calling her but she ignored my calls. I'm soo afraid...that my nightmare that i had a few days ago would come true.
My nightmare..hooboy..i shall not try to write it here. It's not a good idea..i'll end up crying and go hysterical. Rufi's not around.
I wonder what she's doing right now...i wonder if she's thinking about me ... siighh...i know how she feels and i'm just not courageous enough to take the necessary steps to make her feel secure. All i can do now is pray hard and hope she doesn't fall in love with Rizal again.
Kadang ku berfikir...
adakah rindu di hati mu seperti rindu yang ku rasakan?
ku tidak akan terlena tanpa mu di sisiku.
oh permaisuriku... mengertilah cintaku ini tulen dan hanya untukmu...
Untukmu kasihku... ku akan cuba meraih bintang di angkasa...
hanya untukmu saja...untukmu Rufi...
i am superman ;
12/20/2004 12:47:00 PM
