Thursday, December 23, 2004
Hey blog.. hmmm....the name blog. aah Heck... Doesn't really make a difference anyway. i'm really really...down. i miss RUfi Soooo much!but i can 't spend time with her! Haiz...i love her soo much... anyway...i don't know why but my blog entry seems messy nowadays. So i think i'll start organising things nicely. So lets first start off with school.
Actually...life's pretty great at school! i love it and i got a TP JAcket!!! WEEeee~!! but sadly...everyone else who represented school also has it too... BLEAURGH!!! Besides that...reallly...i think this sem is easy! i don't know why but i'm loving school because the things that im learning now are soo FUN!
But Funny..i'm not STUDYING!! I feel soo lazy!! but seriously...i guess..i think i'm indulging my feelings too much. Man..EVEN RUFI'S STUDYING!! and i'm nOT!!!! Well Faris...takmo cam gini k...must study and revise my work. I know you understand things...but you're really forgetful! So study! understanding is not good enough you dummmy!
Sigh~...i met belinda just now and we talked for quite a while...it was cool. i was waiting for Rufi cos i thought maybe she wont go for rock...but she did..and prolly she's gonna end up with Rizal again. *shakes head* haaaaizzz...i know she still loves Rizal and that somehow...no matter how much she says she doesn't want to be with him....she still wants to be with Him cos...for now... no one is good enough for her...not ever me...
Belinda's really cool.
Anyway... just now...after i talked to Belinda...i went to meet Rufi...and saw Fidz instead. And Rufi saw me with Fidz and she doesn't seem interested to talk to me... it's surely about me talking to Fidz. i wanted to talk to her...but...i decided that i should leave the scene. So...i walked slowly to the astroturf and watched some ppl playing hockey!!
Pretty Cool stuffs i observed just now!! i saw this girl...man...she's quite lethal sey! i say man...ppl shouldn't look down on girls at all! and i'm not kidding...she was NOT MARKED AT ALL!!! she was moving around and nobody took notice of her. So...alot of times...they gave her a thru ball and she scored!!! bodoh sey...
haah! and thats not all...
there was a small kid...the smallest there.. playing on the opposing team. As usual...just like the girl...HE was UNMARKED TOO!!! then to my surprise...when got the ball...he dribbled sooo skilfully through all the defenders and he scored!!
Seriously...those 2 incidents made my jaw drop. and amazingly...those 2 players are the ONLY scorers of the game!! Ahha!! my goodness....seriously...i was doubting them abit. oh c;mon lah...the girl...look soo harmless!!! and the small kid...is in primary School!!! How am i not to doubt that they would be able to score!!!???
Anyway...after the game...i found myself in the midst of Aidil and his friends...and man...i must admit..he must be a hottie sey. He's a handsome chap. when i went there...he was with his 2 friends...who are girls! yeah i felt odd...but yeah i just hung around with them to listen to their crap. And boy...it was a nice evening...
While they were talking...i was looking around just enjoying the peacefulness and i didn't realise that it was really really a nice place to relax...
Rufi...was on my mind as she has always been...i wanted to ask her to come there and spend time with me. But c'mon... the likes of her choosing me over Rock Climbing...seriously...it's miniscule.
But i guess it doesn't really matter...she's happy there with her friends... i just want her to be happy...even if....AARRGGGHHH!!!! I've got to be HUMAN man!!! I WANT TO BE WITH HER!!!!! i want to be the one making her really happy!!!!!!!! i wanna be her EVERYTHING!!!! * wails* =(
Haizzz....i need to sleep...but i can't... i miss her terribly... what more...i don't have her sweater...makes things even worse...and also...i can't call her at night...that makes things WORSER THAN WORST!
ku akan cuba sedaya upaya untukmu kasih..
ku tak akan hiraukan waktu...
kerana ku ingin bersama mu...
bersama mu sehingga akhir waktu...
i am superman ;
12/23/2004 02:43:00 AM
