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Thursday, October 14, 2004

Hi Hi!! haaaizz!! It's been 2 years since i broke up with her. I just came back from terawih just now and when i stepped into the masjid...i don't know why but it seems i always look up at the 2nd level where the ladies are praying! hahhaah! I"M NOT PEEPING of course!!! IT's just that...i always seem to remember about my Ex! Nora Sabrina!

Look at the pic...my..she's matured alot!

Nora is my first love. Yeah...i never forget about her!! No matter what...somehow... for some reason...i think of her!! ESP the last few days of study week.
The other time...i was studying alone at school. Then suddenly there were a couple of TPJC boys that passed by my school. Aaaah! then suddenly..i just thought about her!!

i was studying alone with Kynn (my hp)... enjoyning the music she was playing...and my mind just drifted and i started imagining Nora to be right in front of me! STUDYING WITH ME!! I soon started to talk to the imaginary nora!!HHAhaha!! Craaazzy~!!
I remembered... that she(the imaginary Nora) was asking me what i was studying..whether or not it's difficult...and i just simply replied to Her!! and yea...when a few students that stayed back late with me...walked passed me...they were freaked out!!!! cos i was talking to myself!!!! Hahahah!!!!

Back then...i said alot of bad things about her...and i realised..i was just as bad or even worse i think. yeah...we were VERY immature. I didn't think the way i do now. i don't feel as jealous as i felt last time!! and thats been proven!!!
For instance..Rufi...reallly...i don't feel jealous at all!!! and i'm not kidding!! even when she was with rizal..i didn't feel jealous at all!!! i was too into my life and how beautiful life was when Rufi's around! man...Rufi...the best that i can ever have!! laughters everyday... sigh..thats gotta be the best experiance that i'm ever gonna have with a girl in poly life and i'll never forget it.

Still...i would love to be with her... i still love her. and really...i still cared as much as i did! and now...even better..no school = more time to think about rufi! But sadly...she's not with me. Haiz..i miss her soo much! if only..i could hug her...oh how i wish to kiss her again.

Ok lah... i'm getting groggy...and i better start designing my garden. Well Selamat Berpuasa to EVeryone out there and good night Folks!!

i know this sounds stupid but really....i wanna give Rufi a kiss... *mmmuuuuuaaaccckkss!! * i love her soo much!


i am superman ;
10/14/2004 11:32:00 PM