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Thursday, October 28, 2004

Man...my blog absolutely fantastic for a first timer! haha! finally..i learned how to customise my blog...but sadly.. there ain't anyone that i can celebrate with...this sucks...i've been on a low note since the Day rufi told me to bugger off! I miss her Sooo much...so much that i'm actually seeing things and no kidding...i am seeing things...a pigment of my memory of the best times i had with her.

Everywhere i go...i see her...the urge of me running to that mirage is hard to contain. I can't believe i actually ran up to a girl the other time thinking that it's her...and yeah when i finally came closer...it wasn't her. Rufi...if only you knew how much i love you...and how much i care for you...it's so hard for me to accept that..we are not close anymore...all because of small things...a friggin word that was rephrased by a friggin uneducatable idiot (Rizal) and a night of favour for a friend...my lack of knowledge of the malay language resulted to make her misunderstand things. i have a language of my own..or somewhat of my own way with words...which..i think only shaz and zul understand what i'm trying to say.

Well Faris...*pats back* i'm glad that you ventured into something new today and it was a job well done...just need to add a few touches to the blog..and it'll be perfect... Faris...don't worry...although no one is there for you...YOU are always there for yourself. I know it ain't nice to celebrate with yourself...but...what i can say...Beggers can't be choosy... makedo with what you have Faris...I love you Faris... but i know you love Rufi...

Hookay... that didn't make sense...i'm talking to myself...i love myself but i know that i ONLY love rufi...Faris...just a note to yourself.... >> Hang in there buddy... don't lose your senses just yet... calm down. <<

i am superman ;
10/28/2004 05:11:00 AM