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Sunday, October 17, 2004

Just recently...i had a new way to look at my life. Ya know...i may not be with Rufi now...but it's alright i guess. If i were to be with Rufi, i have time to go against! 10 years of time!! will i last that long?! with NS coming up...SIP...School...Work...hockey...floorball...Gee! thats alot of things to go through with her and well...i might have the risk of losing her in that 10 years b4 i can actually pop the question and have a good life with her!! GOOD LIFE?!?! i doubt so!! i don't think i'm able to handle all of that at one time!! and yeah i guess...i won't be able to give Rufi and my Family the life that they deserve.

yeah of COURSE i miss her...but ya know...i'm not going to dwell on it forever nor am i going to forget about this totally...i think i'll just put this thing aside and work my ass off! i wanna go to the University!! i wanna have a degree!! or even better!! a masters!!

I saw a beautiful house a few days back and i took a picture of it. It's at kembangan;jalan senang.. it's not as nice as Daphne's house...but certainly..it is the type of house that i wanna live in. my goodness...when i went to Daphne's house the other time...man she must be really really lucky. Someday..i'm gonna own a house like that...but i'm just gonna work as smartly and diligently as i can. No regrets...and thats my motto in life!

ya know... 10 years...it's gonna be long. My 2 year relationship with Nora is long enough. What about 10 years!??!? Besides...i still have Jaja and my other 2 friends though they have Girlfriends....i still got Jaja! An even other guys wanna get close to her... i don't mind...cos still....i know that deep down...we're gonna be alright. *winks at jaja*

i learned that...if someone is sincere in being one's friend...he/she will always be there no matter what happens...thats...a true friend.

Thats one things that i'm glad that i have...like shazni...Zul...khalid...Jaja. They are friends that will be there till the end. like for example..shazni...i've been thru loads of shit with him...but still..we are friends. though at times...we don't agree with each other ... we don't wanna give up this friendship that we have.

Anyway...me and my friends got into the singapore team for hockey!! yay!! thats a pretty big achievement man!! for ppl like us who don't train much! we're in the Squad!!! Yeah...pretty cool eh...wish Rufi would sign my stick...it's been a year already... prolly i'll ask her to sign it when school reopens.

Hey i've finished downloading That 70s show!! haha Ok i'm gonna go watch it. Well take care ppl out there!! whoever is out there... Goodnight!

i am superman ;
10/17/2004 01:01:00 AM