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Friday, September 03, 2004

hey there everyone! it's time that my blog has a new entry..actually..there's alot to say everyday...but somehow...i'm just too sad to write anything down. yeah it's about Rufi...i still love her and miss her just as much as b4. Today...was my last lesson of public speaking with her. ..i got to smell her..but..sadly...still..no kiss nor an ounce of love from her.
i'm trying to care less..but i can't...i just love her too much. ok i know she can't hear/read this but heck..i need to let off some steam...

Rufi...i love you sooo much!! i am so close to you!! but why can't i let you be mine?! Aarrggghh!!! i love everything about you Rufi!! EVERYTHING!! you may say that you're pessimistic and all...but rufi! i have accepted who you are!! You're Getting engaged to HIM!! but i don't want HIM to be taking care of you when you grow up Rufi!!! i want to be that man!! Arrgghh!!! Why must you get engaged!? I love you! i love you!! I LOVE YOU!!!!

Ok that felt soo much better... Anyway, jaja... *hugs* i love her soo much...ya know...she is sooooo adorable!!! cannot tahan sey. Esp when we start talking funny! hahaha! Saying Jaja and BulBul instead of "I" and "me"...so some of our sentence will be like

Jaja : Bulbul...jaja Tired already and Jaja want to go to sleep..Bulbul nak tido?
Bulbul : Bulbul also tired...Can JaJa sing for bulBul a lullaby?!

hahaha!! *squeezes Jaja tight* Sooooo adorable when she says things like that...she's turning into a fine lady..not that she isn't in the first place...now just much more feminine. =)Anyway, Jaja is asleep now...called her...but her phone was switched off and just now called her again and she's asleep. aww...

Yesterday was great...studied with her Till 11 at sch and we had PIZZA!! so nice sey...just the 2 of us...nearly alone at school eating pizzas...enjoying the silence..Haiz...it was such a nice moment.

Anyway today is FRIDAY!!! :D FLoorBall friendly with SP. Well i'm off to bed now... need to regain my strength and catch up on my sleep. Well!! Toodles ya all! and have a merry goodnight!!

i am superman ;
9/03/2004 01:40:00 AM