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Monday, September 27, 2004

Dagnamit!!! Once again has predicted, left my broken heart open and SHE RIPPED IT OUT!!! Time...once again isn't just on my side. Really...me and jaja was just plain talking about studies...and then POOP!! SHe was there...i know her heart ached like crazy!! But pls Understand that I LOVE YOU!! NOT JAJA!! well..the love as in I LOVE you thingy not i LOVE Coca Cola thingy! JaJa is my friend!! But she's of course somewhat special... *winks* just like SHaz and Zul...they are my HAPPY THREE FRIENDS!! Khekhe!

ok First of all...i just wanna Say that...YEAH BABEH!!! I NAILED THAT ET PAPER GOOD!!! Ya Allah!! THANK YOU !! hahaha!!! *hugs* it was sure worth it that i studied throughout the whole night!!! I seriously Seriously NEED some sleep now...so tired...didn't get to feel my bed AT ALL!!! So tired...but i know that i won't sleep at ease cos i've got soo much to study. Yeah although i did manage to go through matrices and 2nd order ODE. thats enough for today i guess. Studied with Jaja again... was very fruitful...i love studying at sch...so peaceful...and well...no distractions at all!! unlike at home...aaah...home is just heavenly man. Food in the kitchen...computer with unlimited access..PS2...mp3 player...and nice bed & pillows...my new squishy pillow!! SO nice....

Ya know...i'm really lucky to have all these...thats why ... i want to repay my parents for giving me such a life. Thats why i have this on going will to go on and study as hard and smart as possible. I want to repay their kindness with soo much more than what they have given me. Deep inside i know that my parents just want me to be happy and give the best that i have...but...i think thats not enough for them...i feel they deserve soo much more. I still have those images...beautiful images of my future...

Just imagine....
Each morning...in my Beautifully renovated house...i get up...to see my loving wife snuggling up beside me. My princess ...aaah...such smooth skin she has... fair and radiantly glowing as the first rays of the sun settle upon her. So sound asleep like a baby... deep in her peaceful slumber.
With a touch of my sweet kiss, she awakens...slowly... she unveils her beautifully crafted eyes...eyes that when looked upon, one would see the vast love that she posseses for her young Prince...her one and only...mE!! Upon seeing her prince... she lashes out her prize winning smile to greet him...and with such politeness and charisma...her prince whispers lovingly to her... "good morning baby..." aaah.....now thats what i call a GOOD morning!!! hahaha!

Prolly after a while of snuggling up together again... take a nice shower and gets all Nice smellin! i'd be smelling of Davidoff's Cool Water , neatly dressed in Formal clothes... while my wife... would be dressed in a ladies's Formal Clothes...long pants...nice blouse and coat and smelling of Escada's Ibiza happy <<>>

Then once we are ready...we'd go down together and the first thing i see when the kitchen's insight...my mum feeding my First born child... while the cook is laying out breakfast for the whole family...aahh..then at the guest room at the back...when i pop my head back there...i see my dad...reading the newspaper on an OSIM relaxing chair.

I grabbed my cup of horlicks and took my wife for a nice relaxing walk at the backyard... now the backyard is soo much bigger cos we conbined my neighbour's(auntie beggum and uncle anwar) backyard together with mine! there's sorta a small pond and waterfall in between the 2 house where once the fence used to separate both houses.
The backyard basically is japanese garden... equipped with a beautiful rotanda with a hammock there. Wow...simply beautiful...

well thats the sort of morning that i'd love to have...and to make that happen...i need to keep working hard and smart!! i need to earn lots of money and still...being able to spend loads of time with my family...well then...it's really getting late.. and i need to sleep... so tired.. *yawns*... i'll continue the other half...that is when i get back from work...but for now..thats all for today folks! Goodnight and toodles!!

Ps : one thing that strikes me the hardest is that...the princess in my future..sounds like rufi...fair and radiant skin...imagining her with short hair..she just fits right IN! hooboy...i miss her ....and if once again... IF Rufi happens to stumble across my blog...i just wanna let her know that i love her with my all my heart...gee...IF only... well toodles!!

i am superman ;
9/27/2004 12:50:00 AM