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Monday, August 16, 2004

hey guys...look who's back?? >> me of course << It's way past midnight...and here i am...sad..lonely.. hooboy...what a loser i am...i seem to have no one after Rufi went away. Yeah life is back to normal, just me and myself...but this time round...i'm love sick.

I have once again...lost a chance of being with someone that i really wanna be with... >sobs<>

You guys might ask...what have i been doing besides crying alone? 1 word.. 8 letters... P R O J E C T S .
I see Rufi each time i go back to sch..and i miss her more and more each time. I'm so close to her yet so far. i'm back to what have always been doing...loving her from a distance.

aaarggh...i hate it...i hate how things are going. I feel like calling jaja...but it's late...i don't wanna disturb her sleep. Anyway, that Rufio18 .... her name is julizza and ya know...she's NOTHING like Rufi.
haiz...think i'll try to go to bed now... Shouldn't have watched Sweet November. Really made me feel like crap cos the show is somewhat similar to my life or the month that i spent with Rufi.

Keanu REeves plays this character by the name of Nelson and there is this girl whom he met in a driving sch by the name of Sarah. now saRah..would help a person each month, bringing strangers to her house each month and help them.
One day here comes Her november...nelson, a workaholic...somewhat like me. Nelson eventually accepted her offer of help after he blew his top and got fired.
On the first night...they already started to fall for each other and soon the were deeply in love with each other.Throughout the month of november... Sarah helped Nelson..to indulge in life...Taught him that money isn't everything...

I cant go on..sorry..it hurts me too much. Maybe you ppl can catch the movie or something one day...oh god... pls..soothe my aching heart. rufi...i love you!! i love you soo much!! I just wish you could hear what i'm saying and feel what i'm feeling right now.
i don't want you to get engaged Rufi..i don't ... cos i wanna be with you... ... someone pls help me... i don't wanna be alone anymore!


i am superman ;
8/16/2004 12:44:00 AM