Tuesday, August 17, 2004
Hey Everyone...Boy...One thing i LOVE SOOO MUCH about Tuesdays...is because...i get to see Rufi! =) and JaJa too of course =). yay! Double dose! eh wait! i get to meet shaz and Afandi TOo!! hahhah QUADRIPLE Dosage of happiness.
THings maybe looking bad between me and RuFi, but...this sem..i make sure i spend most of my time with her in Public speaking class. This is the only year that i'll EVER get a chance like that. Again...i got to whisper in her ear again. Ya know...i should smell her more.
One thing's for sure that...everytime when i'm with Rufi...my goodness...it's as though my world is perfect again ...as though night and day are combined together at one moment; half of it...the sun shining brightly... birds chirping and sailing the gentle breeze over the same blue Fuchsia coloured ocean( with dolphins frolicking) shared by the other half - A blue moon lighting the dark blue skies...with stars shining brightly while shooting stars streak across the universe. at the same time,i'll imagine myself sitting down on a white sandy beach;it's sand texture smooth as silk, enjoying the sights, sounds and...my time with her.
Thats how my world is whenever she's around.
For Jaja...
My world is peaceful...secure...and simply it's just wonderful. each time when i'm sad...my mind will start imagining,me..being in half of my perfect world - the night half...but with no dolphins. just a calm ocean and stars shining just as brightly, still is perfect to me.
i'll be there...on the white beach sitting quietly...as silver tear drops start to trickle down my cheeks...
Then out of the blue... 2 warm soft arms embrace me from behind... a surge of warmth and security run through me. when i look up...i saw an angel...my guardian angel...Jaja.As i snuggled up...her pair of wings blanketed me. now wrapped lovingly in her arms and wings...my blues were casted away.
Everything seemed to be fine...i feel soo secure. It's as though she was loving and caring me as her Son.
Now the stars and moon shine brightly more than ever!It felt great!better than great!! it's indescribable!
Aah yes...this is how i feel every time when she comforts me. That why Jaja...you're never a mistake... *winks at ya*
AND YES!! Before i forget...i'd like to say a few words to my Jaja.
Jaja...i just want to thank you for being there for me whenever i needed you. Those late nights when i couldn't sleep...you're there to tuck me in and put me to sleep. Not that you're a boring person but its just your presence that makes me feel that i have nothing to worry.
I thought of giving up and not giving my best for my tests after what happened between me and Rufi. I was devastated...but Jaja...your kindness,care and concern that you shower upon me, gave me hope, determination and strength. Thats how i got through my term tests as well as the days that followed For my test not only did i pass all of the subjects..but also getting quite a fair score.I am overwhelmed with gratitude and i'm forever indebted to you for what you've done for me.
You trully deserve this recognition and this deed of yours shall forever live in my mind. Thank you Jaja. =)
Well..i better run along now. Got lots of tut to do and lots of sleep to catch up on. Goodnight folks! :) have a fluffy day ahead!
i am superman ;
8/17/2004 11:17:00 PM
