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Wednesday, August 11, 2004

i'm back!! Ahaaa prolly you'll be wondering...what happpened after a morning like that today...Haha!! yes!! Ppl..it was a great evening...the sky filled with puffy white clouds...sun shining beautifully. Aah..it was great! though i spend it alone... Still with my ever trusty pair of rollerblades; Nike shadow, it was a blast!

The wind carressing my face...my bald head...it feels as though i was flying as always when i skate...aahh. i played with my mind a lil bit just now. While i was backskating at the netball court...i closed my eyes...held out my hands... i pretended that i was skating with Rufi (she always wanted to go ice skating)... i was imagining that i was gliding with her...asked her to close her eyes..and told her to indulge in the breeze... the warmth of the sun's rays upon her silky smooth skin...the birds chirping away happily in the distance... as we gracefully sailed around the court. At the same time...louis armstong's song - what a wonderful world; played in my head.As i skated...still having my one only rufi in my mind... tears started to trickle down my cheeks. For a while...i felt a surge of love running through me..and feeling of being cared for. It was the exact same feeling when i was close with Rufi.


ok here's the thing that made me happy the most!! The thing that made me sOOOoooO Happy was that...I MET RUFI!!! aaahh Finally!!! i got to get a whift of her... here her joyful laughter... her touch...Hoo..that feels soooo good! i miss her alot...and though things aren't really going the way i wanted it to be...i have to pretend that i'm alright. I don't wanna bring her down...i want her to be happy. I'll put myself aside ... as i always do. Why Am I always Doing Such A Thing?
Prolly...i guess i'm willing to sacrifice my own feelings just for the Ones i love.

Hookay...thats all for this Evening. i need to catch up on my projects and reports that i have to do. Well... all the best folks... Take care and thats all Folks! Have a good evening! =)


i am superman ;
8/11/2004 08:20:00 PM