Tuesday, August 03, 2004
helloo blog!! hmmmwhat should i write down eh...ok ok...today!! i went to sch!!!! didn't see my one and only though..sigh. But yeah yesterday... on MIRC i met someone JUST like her!! Going thru the same thing and all..whoah..and what a coincidence...her nickname is
RufiO 18G. *shakes head* my goodness...its as if i was talking to MY Rufi... boy do i miss her... i miss her soo much!! oh yeah!! i just created something!! check it out blog...
eat your heart out...
I miss the way you smile while overlooking me with those beautifully crafted pair of black diamonds into those pair of whites, Filled with everlasting Love... Kindness and Hope.
I miss the way you colour my world with your kiss....how you engulf me in your warmth and soothe me with your touch
I miss you...I miss you... I miss you... my one and only..my one and only Rufi
I love those sunny days that i spend with you;filled with laughter and everflowing joy.
I love the way you shower me with love; the way summer showers us with its sunny ray’s accompanied by its intricate touch of sight and smells.
I love you … I love you… I love you… my one and only..my one and only Rufi
I only gave her the first stanza and thats about all. she didn't reply me...So sad.
Anyway, the girl's name is Julizza..she's from NP and yeah...at times when i was talking to her...she said somethings like "sweetheart...." , " baby...it's alright.." , "bye bye baby love" .......
haha i was speechless but still didn't really feel that Oooh yeah that feels good feeling...i was just feeling Oklah...but at one point of time...i was thinking...could that be Rufi? MY RUfi...the rufi i know...The Rufi that i love dearly...i mean..for all i know..she was just diguising herself on IRC, trying persuade me to move on or something and not to wait for her.
Was hoping so much it'd be her...but Faris...FAT HOPE!!
Another thing that made me thought it was her is that..well..her number(julizza's)...it's quite similar to Rufi's!! well only the first 2 numbers...but still it's the same Provider! Who knows, prolly Rufi changed her number because she wants to get away from me...i mean yeah she IS capable of doing such a thing. when i was having the time of my life with her...she changed her number 3 times!!
WEll blog! i've got to go study my environ Tech. Im' so scared of failing that subject...wished rufi's here to comfort me...i need someone to whine at and make me feel better. Sounds really sissy to do such a thing...but it really works ya know. Makes you feel loved and know that someone is there for you.Well...cya around to whoever's reading this!
